8/12

Yuri took his own phone and called somewhere, he spoke Russian. The call was quite short.

He sat in front of me and looked at me.
"Your reaction was a surprise to me," he said calmly. "I have not realized that your thoughts of captivity are so strong."
"I have told them to you," I said quietly.
"You did say something but I may not have figured it all out," Yuri said seriously.
"But this doesn't change our plan in any way," he thought. "It might make things easier and clearer."
"From now on, you are a prisoner working for me," he thought, "you stay in control and supervised. It confirms the fact that you work for me and live here.
We control and restrict you. Things will stay as planned.The only change is that you are monitored and restricted at all times. What does it sound like? You are always under protection ".
"What do you mean by we?" I asked hesitantly.
"I can't monitor you all the time. I need helpers to keep you imprisoned all the time," Yuri explained.
"Alek?" I asked in horror. The thought came as a shock to me.
"Alek, too, but a few others," Yuri explained. "I'm not always there. I have business and travel."
"I'm not a sex slave," I said firmly. I remembered Alek's woman.
"You're not a sex slave," Yuri said calmly, "You're the person who represents me and my business. Basically, no one outside even notices that you're an effectively controlled prisoner."
The thought fascinated me. It was scary because I didn’t know exactly the practicalities. I didn’t know what kind of people were going to supervise me.
Yuri read my mind "As I have said, Alek has been a professional soldier he follow the instructions.
"How is my rest of my life?" I asked "Family, relatives, friends, hobbies?"
"How is it in prison in general?" Yuri asked. "Your imprisonment is going to be tight. But because life has to look normal, you can meet people, under control."
"Also my family members, under supervision? ... what about friends etc?" I asked.
"This topic came up very surprisingly. There are many things we need to think about and plan carefully," Yuri said thoughtfully. "But you can meet your family, under supervision and after planning. Friends and hobbies you lose, like all imprisoned people."
"I have to think about a lot of things. I have to consult a few people. Alek can help me too," he thought aloud.
"You just called Alek?" I asked.
"Yes," he replied, "I'll inform him that your so-called friends may try something, maybe they'll try to come here to manipulate you more."
"We have to stop it," he said "It was a surprise that they wanted to own you so strongly. They had clearly planned it carefully. Now they're mad at you when you've betrayed them. They're just jealous and don't realize they've lost this fight. But don't worry, we'll protect you!"
"How are you protecting me ... and what?"
"Alek take care of it," Yuri smiled, "You may not have noticed but this building, grounds and fences are like a small fortress. No one comes here without permission!"
"Alek can't do everything," I said quietly.
"Who said Alek takes care of things alone?" Yuri said impatiently, "You'll find out no later than Saturday that we're not alone!"
I began to hesitate a little as Yuri’s behavior made me nervous.
"You don't have to worry," Yuri reassured me when he noticed my confusion.
"You can think that you are a very important person, like royals or celebrities who are protected all the time."
I looked at him in amazement.
"Such people cannot move freely and without protection and planning," Yuri explained. "They look beautiful and representative but still they are mere prisoners. They don't have a chance to decide their own lives either."
What I heard sounded really weird but when I thought about it he might be right in some way.
"This way you can enjoy the luxury and the life you dream of," Yuri concluded.
I had never dreamed of luxury but I guess it wouldn’t hurt, I wonder.
This was all really weird!

8/14

There was no clock in the room, I was annoyed when I didn’t know the passage of time.
Did Yuri leave me here all night? I had nothing to worry about but my excitement slowly turned into frustration.
I knew I could bend my back so I could make the locked wrists slide over my butt and then to the front.
Basically, Yuri didn’t forbid me from doing so. For the chain between my collar and the bed I can't do anything so however I would stay locked, nothing would change. Except that my position would be more comfortable.
I wonder what that would cause? Would he punish me for moving my hands in front of me?
If I hear he’s coming, I can move my hands back behind. I guess it's just as easy in the other direction. Or if I'm alone here all night, I can move the hands back before morning.
The plan felt very easy and simple.
So I decided to implement my plan.
Because the collar was locked with a short chain to the bed and I couldn’t get up, I had to operate my face against the pillow.
I forced the arch of my back and pushed my wrists over the bum. My wrists hurt but then my hands slipped down behind my knees. First step done!
I felt excited again, the effort in bondage affects me so easily.
The shoes made it difficult to move the cuff over the legs but in the end I succeeded. I was very excited now. The fight and rumbling against bondage made me sexually aroused. It was very familiar to me.
I took a deep breath as I lay in bed, congratulating myself on a great job.
Basically, I realized that getting my hands back behind my back wouldn’t be easy. I can’t wait to hear Yuri come back. I wouldn't have time to do that.
But I was aroused, very aroused sexually and I wanted satisfaction.
I moved the right hand to my panties, the left hand was involved of course because of the handcuffs. I touched myself, now I also felt with my finger how moist I was. It felt like I was getting an electric shock when I touched my clitoris.
I continued and caressed myself. My lips and clit were hot, they wanted more. I was annoyed as I don't have any tool to use.
Eventually, I reached orgasm quickly and surprisingly. It was perhaps the best self-made orgasm!

I decided to move my hand behind my back after a while, I would rest a bit first, relax and enjoy the moment.
I relaxed too much and fell asleep.

8/16

I guess I had fallen asleep again. I woke up to it when Yuri came to bed next to me. There were dim lights in the room.
I couldn't move much. My legs were a little wide, as they had been when Yuri and Alek left the room.
The iron tubes were so heavy that I hadn’t moved my legs while I was sleeping, they were like locked in some rack.
Now that I was awake again, the thing annoyed me, I don’t know how much the tubes weighed but they were thick and heavy iron ... I can’t say ... at least over 5kg.
I raised my head and looked at Yuri. I was surprised because she seemed to be naked.
He stroked me tenderly, I lay on my stomach motionless because I didn’t know what was going to happen. I couldn’t have moved even if I wanted to, though.
Yuri's hand ran along my skin. He checked my handcuffs, I wanted to think he checked that my wrists are ok but maybe he just checked that the cuffs are tight enough, I don't know.
My buttocks were still hot from Alek's handling, suddenly I felt something strange in them.
It was something wonderfully soft and caressing. Yuri moved it lightly against my skin.
It felt so good that I lifted the butt up to feel it better.
"Mink's touch," Yuri laughed and continued to pamper me.
He had a big mitten in his hand, one side was black leather and the other half was fine mink fur. He also treated my legs and thighs.
"I thought you needed a little pampering after Alek's treatment," he said with a smile.
"Alek enjoys the fact that he hurt women?" I asked quietly.
"Alek can hurt anyone, men or women," Yuri replied after a short pause, "He enjoys it because he's a sadist."
"Did you enjoy it?" I continued my queries.
"I enjoyed it that women respects me and wants to do everything so that I'm satisfied," he said.
"But do you enjoy hurting?" I still asked.
"Sometimes it's acceptable and necessary but I don't enjoy it," Yuri replied after thinking for a moment.
"I don't particularly like Alek," I said thoughtfully.
"You have no worries when you do as you should and don't annoy him, he won't hurt you for no reason," Yuri replied.
"Alek and I want to control things but we have the difference that Alek trusts violence and fear," Yuri said quietly. "I want to pamper and reward you so that you want to stay with me. But both styles require discipline and tight control."
The simultaneous touch of mink felt really good.
Even though I was chained to the bed I wanted to be in it. This place now felt only right.
I tried to move my legs more but I immediately felt the weight of the iron tubes.
"Can I get those silly tubes off my feet?" I asked as beggingly as I could.
"Unfortunately, that's not possible now," Yuri said. He moved my legs wider and came behind me, between my legs.
He still caressed me with a mink, I raised my butt and he also rubbed my crotch area. It felt especially awesome. I was helpless, chained to bed, hands behind my back, feet stuck and I enjoyed every moment! I wanted more and more!
Mink slid along my butt and back, I felt Yuri’s other hand on my crotch, his fingers wandering between my lips, he felt how moist I was again. I could feel him watering my butt hole with his saliva. He pushed his thumb into my butt and continued the treatment of my vagina and clitoris with other fingers. I still had panties but they didn’t stop anything. They moved aside.
I was a butt upright and trying to move rhythmically. I was crazy about the fervor!
Yuri took a short break because he put a condom, he even put a towel under us!
At the same time he came to catch me and pushed inside me, I would have liked to see his penis, touch it, taste it but now it was impossible, it was awesome!
I was very inexperienced in sex, I only had a few bad experiences with young men and boys. This was something else entirely. I bit my lip, it hurt and I tasted the blood but also it excited me more!
Yuri came inside me and I also got an explosive orgasm. I felt it was good that I was locked in bed because otherwise I would have flown into the clouds!
Eventually Yuri came out of me. He made sure my legs were fine, he moved the heavy iron tubes so that my legs could rest.
He gently stroked me again using mink.
He took a towel out from under me and went outside the room, in the bathroom, I think.
Eventually he came back and put a heavy and warm blanket on me, it felt good.
I was disappointed when I realized he wasn’t coming next to me.
"Aren't you sleeping with me?" I asked tired.
"It's not possible," Yuri replied and stroked me again, "Prisoners sleeping alone."
It was sad I would have liked him to be close to me.
"Can I get my feet free now?" I asked quietly. I felt like my straight forced feet were already sore.
"That's not possible either," Yuri said. "The keys are with Alek, he might release you in the morning."

Yuri stepped out of the room and locked the door. I was alone again.
My feelings were like on a roller coaster, I couldn’t even think clearly.

8/18

I was alone in the room again, I wondered what was going on.
After a short time, the door opened and Yuri came in. He had an extra towel and some box with him, like a shoe box.
He sat on the edge of the bed and put a large and soft towel on me, like a blanket.
"Good morning prisoner" Yuri smiled "How was the shower?"
"It was scary and a little humiliating," I replied, "but I'm still alive and well."
“Like I said, everything is taken care of as long as you behave well,” Yuri said.
He stroked me gently and dried me with a soft, luxurious towel. I felt in good care.
He asked me to spread my legs so he could use a towel and dry me.
"Oh my. What happened to your crotch?" he asked "There is a strong red mark here."
"there was a small panty accident" I said "nothing dangerous". I didn’t want to complain about Alek’s behavior because I didn’t know how Yuri would react to it.
"It looks a little sore," Yuri said, touching it tenderly.
Then, as if for a moment, he bowed and kissed my sore area. Her tongue played with my clitoris.
My fervor awoke immediately. My hands were still behind me, it even increased my excitement. I moved and felt how the collar chain limited me.
I was even scared of how sensitive I was to sexual arousal!

Then ... suddenly Yuri stopped and got up to sit normally.
His hand was still on my thigh.
"You don't have to stop!" I said excitedly.
"I have to, at least for a moment," Yuri smiled.
He took my ankle in his hand, he looked at my toes and nails that had rubbed inside the iron tube.
"I have a gift for you," Yuri said with a smile "first of the day."
He opened the box and took something from there, I didn’t see what it was.
They were ankle-length socks, he put them on my feet.
"soft cotton," he said, "socks pamper and care for your feet, they also protect them."
I was wondering how the cotton socks fit into this situation, the aroused state of mind!

He picked up the shoes from the box, actually they were ankle-length boots. They had high, narrow heels.
They looked very beautiful and graceful but at the same time very uncomfortable. The boots were black, matte leather and had lacing on the front.
"Handmade, Italian quality leather and work," Yuri said and let me smell the boots. They really smelled strongly of leather.
“There’s a little special addition to these boots,” Yuri explained "Around ankle portion is sewn in steel wire which is locked with a small lock so that you can not take the boots off. In fact, you can not even loosen the lacing".
"...and that's not all," he smiled "For example, an additional steel wire can be attached to the same locks that connects your ankles. Then it works like leg shackles but looks much more beautiful!"
I was speechless, I didn’t know what to say, or what to think!
Yuri opened the laces on the boot and put it on my feet. They felt very tight.
He laced them tightly, the boots forcing my ankle almost straight into position again. Now, however, the toes were not forced straight like in an iron pipe.
"These are your training boots," Yuri said, tightening the straps more. "Your ankles will get used to this position and you will learn to walk with them.you don’t have to worry about ankle twisting sideways".

Once the boots were tightened, Yuri spread my legs again.
She handled my crotch with her fingers, touched my clit, went inside me with her fingers.
"You really like things like that," he smiled, "I notice how wet you are!"
I was. I was wet and excited. I wanted more. I wanted him inside me! I wanted sexual gratification!

Then Yuri stopped.
He got up and walked to the door.
"I'll leave you to enjoy your new boots for a moment," he said, "I'll pick you up for breakfast later. We have a lot to do today!"

And so I was alone again.
I was naked, hands locked behind my back, collar chain locked to the bed frame. Silly boots on my feet.
I was sexually aroused and couldn’t satisfy myself.
But still I enjoyed it, I waited for what would happen next!

8/20

"Enjoy the day," Yuri said and left the room, I heard his footsteps on the hard floor as soon as he walked away.
There was an icy silence in the room. I took some juice and bread, however, I had breakfast in front of me and I was hungry.
"ok, we're trying to make this go well," Natalia said softly calmly.
"I have to say, though, that I don't understand what Yuri sees in you," she said. "We have to work hard to make you even a little bit representative and showy."
"Maybe he sees in me unpolished diamond," I said playfully.
Maybe Natalia doesn't have a sense of humor. She stopped and stared at me. She didn't say anything for a while.
"You're not the first woman Yuri wants to train. I've seen this many times before," Natalia looked at me "... and you're not the last. New ones come when he gets bored of you."
"Previous in girls has been the potential, they have been beautiful, educated models who know the basics. You do not even know how to stand properly in high heels!"
She spoke consciously calmly, making sure I understood every word. The matter became very clear to me. I didn't argue against her.
"Now you can eat your breakfast but you have to sit upright, back straight and head up," Natalia said, "try to imagine you have a tight corset around your body."
I corrected my posture, I thought I could watch this play, it wouldn’t hurt me.
"And your legs, you can't spread your thighs that way," she said irritably  "You sit like a shepherd who counts sheep between her legs!"
I was amused. I don't know how a shepherd works ... is there a lot of sheep in Russia? I thought but I didn't ask it out loud.
"Turn in your chair," She said and took my bathrobe belt. She tied it around my legs, above my knees. It wasn’t tight, it just kept the knees close together.
"That way," she took a step back and looked at me "Now tilt your legs sideways so the heels are comfortable. Keep your ankles together."
I didn’t feel the position of my legs comfortable but I tolerated it.
"Now you've lost your posture again!" she said, 'Remember the corset!'
"Don't bend over the table, bring the plate close to you," she advised, "keep your posture!"
Natalia stood beside me, closely monitoring my posture and movements. It was ridiculous in my opinion.
I imagined she would have some whip with which she would hit my fingers as soon as I did wrong. However, that did not happen.

"We have far too little time to train you," Natalia spoke thoughtfully. "Already tonight there will be some guests. It won't strain you but tomorrow during the day and especially in the evening you need to know what to do."
"What's going on tomorrow?" I asked curiously.
"Isn't Yuri telling you?" Natalia asked "I don't know if it's my job to tell, but a group of men and women are coming here today."
“You don’t need to entertain them so you can rest,” she continued "The next day there will be more people, men mainly. They will have gatherings and meetings. They will leave after the day but then in the evening new peoples will come here to celebrate and you have a big role in that."
"What will my role be?" I wondered.
"You are helping Yuri and me so that the event will be a success" Natalia smiled "Guests pay a lot for being able to spend a cozy evening and night here. They want to have experiences!"
That all sounded like fun, so there’s some kind of party tomorrow and I’m working there as an assistant. Maybe I’ll clean the tables and collect empty glasses, etc.
I’ve never experienced great parties, now I have the opportunity to see them and even be involved in them in some way.
The idea motivated me to continue Natalia’s teaching below. Because I am a "staff" I need to know how to behave the right way!

"You've eaten enough now," she said and removed the bathrobe belt from my legs.
"Get up and take your bathrobe off," she ordered.
I was a little surprised but I did. Standing still hurt my legs and toes.
"Stretch yourself completely straight," Natalia said, "You stood like a sack of potatoes!"
"Take a support from the table and take a straight position," she continued, "knees straight, too. Remember the corset and neck position!"
I stood motionless. every little movement hurt my toes.
"Stand still, hold your posture, remember to breathe" Natalia spoke calmly, even kindly "it's about getting used to and attitude, nothing more."
Natalia came behind me and put a bathrobe belt on my neck,
She put it around my shoulders so that it went under my armpits behind my back. She tied it tightly. The belt forced my shoulders to stand upright.
I forced my knees straight and remembered the corset-like position.
I was sure now I wasn’t like a sack of potatoes!
Natalia looked at me, she saw that I was trying hard, she nodded approvingly.
"Now hold your position and walk next to the wall. You can then lean against the wall." She instructed.
I still leaned on the table, only with my fingers but still. It felt scary to get moving, move your legs, they already hurt!
"Remember the posture!" I heard.
I started to move and eventually almost fell against the wall.
"It did not go well," Natalia said gravely, "You attacked towards the wall with knees bent. It did not seem to have any feminine".
"Now take the position you've learned," she said thoughtfully.
I tried to stand upright again, I was frustrated and cried.
"Now we do it so that we walk a little, not much. Twice around the room and then we go to your bedroom," Natalia said. "There your feet can rest for a while".
She came next to me and took me tightly by the arm.
"And so we walk," she said as a kindergarten teacher.
We walked close, she supported me all the time.
"Remember your posture and breathe," she whispered to me.
We finally walked next to my bed.
"Stand upright and then you will sit down, like a lady," she instructed me.
I tried to do that but the end result was that I almost fell into bed.
My feet screamed in pain!
"Can I get the shoes off my feet?" I cried.
"It's not possible," Natalie said, "you have to get used to the shoes ... and they're locked, I don't have the keys."
"Yuri told me about your arrangement so I need to lock your collar chain" she said "so try to rest for a moment now, the training will continue in about an hour."

It was weird when she locked my chain on the bed. It was different when it was done by a woman.
She left me alone in the room, I was chained to bed but my hands were free, I was happy about it.
I tried to examine my boots, found no way to open them or get them off my feet.
When I was in bed, there wasn’t much pain in my legs.

8 / 22

I enjoyed my foot bath. Eventually, I gently dried my feet on the luxuriously soft towel Natalia provided.
"I'll get you other shoes," Natalia said, "You can move out of the bathroom next to the table to wait."
She left me alone, I enjoyed another moment and then got up to stand. My legs were still sore but maybe not so much anymore.
I went near the kitchen table, I wondered if I could sit. At the same time, it felt silly to even think about it, I don’t need permission to do it, I thought. Besides, I didn't have a skirt now.
I sat next to a table in a chair and thought about what happens, everything felt weird but also exciting. This was like some strange adventure.

I heard footsteps and saw Yuri come into the room. He had a paper bag in his hand.
"Hey," he smiled, "How are the exercises progressing?"
"Not very very well" I grinned "I'm afraid my legs have been destroyed ..."
"I don't think that's what happens." Yuri laughed, "a good result sometimes requires a little pain and discipline."
"I don't think I can do it," I said quietly.
“I brought you some food, maybe you can focus again after eating something,” Yuri said.
He brought a plastic, transparent box to the table, with a portion of salad and a small loaf of bread in the box. He put the water bottle next to the dose.

"Speaking of discipline," Yuri said seriously, "I want you to stand when I come into the room. You can sit then when I give permission for it."
I was very surprised by what I heard.
"You can sit and rest when you are alone and your dress allows it but when I am in the room, you have to show respect and humility" Yuri explained seriously "The same thing applies if there is Alek or Natalia in the room".
I listened in disbelief, this had to be just a bad joke.
"Should I get up now?" I asked with a laugh.
"No need now because you didn't know this rule," Yuri said seriously, "but from now on, yes."
"Eat now, I'll tell you the rules of this at the same time. Try to focus because I'll only tell this once."
I opened the box and took a fork inside it. I tasted the salad and bread quietly.
"Like I said, when one of the three of us enters the room, you stand. If you're already sitting, you get up to stand when someone steps into the room. You stand as long as you're allowed to sit." Yuri spoke slowly and clearly. "When you stand, you look straight to the person who enters the room. You also obey the orders given. "
"You must also behave respectfully towards other people and visitors, you  take orders only from us or from people who are individually addressed to you."
I couldn’t eat because I was so upset.
"This is not a joke?" I asked in disbelief.
"This is reality, not a joke," Yuri said seriously.
"It's not really anything special, it's behavior that should be in every workplace," he said in a conversation voice, "You respect us and we respect you."
We were in silence for a long time, Yuri let me get used to what I heard.
"You have told me that you are interested in being under control and discipline," Yuri said calmly
"You also said you want to experience restrictions and even imprisonment. Now you have the opportunity to get it safely."

"I want there to be trust between us," Yuri told me. "This is all new to you, I understand it. Do you want to know something else, you can ask what you want?".
I thought hard, there were many things I wanted to know but I wasn’t sure what I could ask.
In the end, I decided to be brave.
"Who are you, what place is this, what are you doing here?" I asked, the words quickly came from my mouth.
"Wow, many questions at once!" Yuri laughed "I've already told you these things."
"I am a Russian businessman, I have a wide range of business internationally as well as here in Finland. This place is one of the many investments that Russia has in Finland. Russia owns many lands and buildings all over Finland. Alek and I take care of this property."
"Here, as in many places around the country, gatherings are held for Russian citizens. They are trainings and important meetings for people who are important for Russia's defense," Yuri explained.
"Events are short, a few days 1-2 times a month, the rest of the time the property is available to me and Alek for my own business."
“For example, today there are five gentlemen here as guests,” he explained
"They are relaxing here tonight and tomorrow morning an additional 25 people will come here. They have their own meeting that ends during the day and they leave for another place to practice. After that, there will be a big party here related to my business," Yuri smiled.
Yuri made things sound easy and clear, yet my head was full of questions.
"Who are these Russian people?" I asked
"They are Russian citizens who live and work in Finland. They are very nationalist and it is important for them to get together," Yuri explained.
It sounded reasonable, it was nice that Russia has provided them with such a place and opportunity, I thought.

"What about your business? What does that mean? I asked
"I have already told you about this, you have even seen my office" Yuri smiled "International imports and exports, special products for important customers. As I have said, Finland is Russia's gateway to Europe."
The answer was clear, I couldn’t ask for more because I didn’t know anything about business.

The next question I thought about for a while, I didn’t know how to ask it.
"What about prostitutes? Natalia told about women who have been brought here from some southern Europe. She said they work here for many months all over Finland ...?"
I saw Yuri's look get serious. He thought for a while.
"Natalia told you that?" he asked in amazement.
"Ok, I'm giving women opportunities to work here, they can earn better than in their home country. They can even send money home from here and thus support their families there."
"But they're prostitutes ... it's human trafficking," I said, "are you taking money from it?"
"Of course I get money for it!" Yuri got a little nervous "I'll arrange for them travel, living and living, even clothes sometimes. Of course I have to get money for it!"
"Are you forcing them to sell themselves?" I asked.
"Of course not" Yuri tried to calm down, I had hit the sensitive topic "No one has been brought here by force, they have wanted to come here to work" Yuri stopped.

I would have liked to continue asking questions but Natalia came into the room. Yuri got a good reason to end our embarrassing conversation.
Natalia had a shoe box in her hand and she looked at us questioningly.

"Get up!" Yuri said to me angrily, "Have you already forgotten the Code of Conduct!
I stood up, afraid of Yuri's reaction and didn't want to annoy him any more.
Yuri walked out of the room without saying anything.

8/24

We got back to the second floor.
“You can take off your skirt so you can sit next to the table if you want,” Natalia said.
I was happy to do so. The new shoes were comfortable but still my feet were still tender and needed rest.
Natalia leaned lightly on the table behind her and rested that way.
"Do you never sit?" I asked.
"Only when there is no other option" Natalia smiled.
"How do you travel by car," I asked
"Of course I'll sit if I have to do that," Natalia explained patiently, "Cars, planes. Traveling in general. Restaurants, etc."
“It’s about me knowing in advance what I’m going to do and choosing clothes according to‘ she continued "it’s not rocket science. I choose the clothes according to the program of the day, as well as the make-up and hairstyle. Of course, I always have a bag with supplies and clothes to spare. My survival kit ".

I thought her style of living was stressful but I’m not good at criticizing it. However, I’m just a "free jeans girl” in my sneakers. Or I was a few days ago.
Everything felt very strange, I could not accurately specify my thoughts. In just a few days, a lot of things had happened and everything seemed mysterious.
I was curious about what was going on and what this was all about.

"I have nothing against you, you are a sweet and innocent young woman, "Natalia said suddenly and looked at me.
"I want to be honest with you," she continued"You're completely different from Yuri's women in general. I don't understand why he's brought you here. I also don't understand why he's told you about their business and other activities. Usually he's very specific about these things".
"Maybe he wants to be honest and open to someone" I said thoughtfully "I would greatly appreciate if he wants to share things with me, I'm proud of it!
"Maybe so" Natalia laughed "All I know is that men are weird. It's weird that he's known you for a few days and already is sharing his secrets with you.
"I don't really see anything secretive here," I mused aloud. "He helps women make money here because they wouldn't get a job in their own poor home country. I think it's a good thing even if it might be illegal by law. Yuri doesn't force anyone to come here and sell herself. He helps them!"
"And this great place he maintains" I went on "It is great that he represents his own country of which he is obviously proud. He arranges meetings for his own compatriots who will surely miss his homeland to Russia! "
"... and besides that that he likes the same things as me is not a bad thing" I decided to say.
Natalia looked at me speechless.
"I wonder how much you've inferred in such a short time," she laughed at last "I was trying to tell you that you still have a chance to retreat and get out of here. There's still time to put your sneakers on your feet and run away!"
I began to wonder why Natalia says this way, she clearly would like me to leave.
Maybe she’s jealous that Yuri is so interested in me. Maybe she’s in love with Yuri and wants me out therefore.
I don't know, maybe they've had a relationship that's over now and she's jealous of a new, more beautiful and younger woman ...
This was a whole new situation for me, no one (except my parents) had ever given attention to me like Yuri!
I decided to fight for Yuri and make sure he wants me and not Natalia!.

"Okay," Natalia sighed, "so you want to continue here."
"Let's talk a little about tomorrow morning," she said calmly"You wake up in the morning at 5:00 and we'll put you carefully ready."
"Your job is to assist me," she continued. "You already know a group of men are coming here, a few women, too."
I listened with interest.
"We'll serve them breakfast," she explained, "or really just see that they're missing nothing. Finally, we'll fix the dishes when they move on to the appointment."
I might have looked a little disappointed, I hadn’t thought I would just be a canteen helper.
"It's the same thing during the day," Natalia continued. "After that, they go to another place for a physical test. It doesn't apply to us anymore."
"Once they're gone and the work is done, you have a few hours of rest and then we'll put you ready for the party, me of course, too."
Natalia saw that I was interested.
"Already in the afternoon guests come here for the party" Natalia looked at me "The guests are from outside Finland but almost everyone speaks understandable English. My language skills help in other situations".
"What kind of party is that?" I asked already excitedly.
"That event is strongly related to certain types of 'Fetish and Kinky' scenes. Things you're interested in, too, if I understood correctly."
"But now you have to go to the bathroom," Yuri wants you waiting for him in the locked bedroom. He will explain more later.

My LifeStory continues.

I stopped writing and publishing it because some things were too difficult for me to tell.
Maybe I had some idea of what was going to happen (Russian aggression), I don't know...

In any case, now that all the things related to it have been revealed, I have no reason why I should not continue writing

Believe me, Derek... You don't want to meet Yuri and Alek.

They are beasts that do not belong in ordinary life.
I hope they are dead or at least locked up in a prison somewhere in the world.