Dear all,
I had a great weekend, I am very very happy, thank you Mistress.
Friday night
We debriefed on my first week of servitude. Mistress Anja asked me to be completely sincere, she wanted me to tell her what I thought about it.
What she had done more or less well, what I had liked or not....
Long story short, I told her I was happy but she's too soft. Apart from the positions, the deprivation of cigarettes and pleasure, and again, nothing was really severe or humiliating for my taste. I spoke honestly about my desires.
I told her that what I wanted most was long, severe bondage and very painful corporal punishment.
She asked me if I wasn't crazy
For her part, she told me that at the beginning it was difficult for her to make me suffer, love and suffering are counterintuitive, but that she was starting to enjoy it, but that she was reluctant to be too harsh with me. But since that's what I want, she's going to think about how to please me.
Saturday began with a new punishment, she reread the forum and she noticed that I systematically forgot the word Mistress in front of her name in all my posts since I became her submissive and she found this attitude intolerable. The sanction fell immediately, 15 more days of frustration.
She continued with a urine test for nicotine and drugs, I was surprised but confident, I hadn't smoked despite the withdrawal and I never took drugs, then she measured me from head to toe and I finished the morning doing housework. In the afternoon we went shopping, but first she stuck 3 dried beans under each sole with adhesive tape and I had to put on my heels.
This lasted all afternoon, she bought lots of unusual things but clearly for me. I also had to make some purchases at the pharmacy which made me a little ashamed. We walked miles and I had to carry most of the purchases.
I was happy to go home so I could take off my shoes, but Mistress Anja refused. It's amazing how simple beans can turn into instruments of torture.
I spent the evening doing exercises
Walking with a book on your head, carrying a heavy tray with glasses filled to the brim without spilling a single drop, learning to bow, with punishments as a result. At the end I was exhausted and in pain.
If you have ideas for other exercises I am interested
To end the day, mutual pleasure, my tongue for her, spanking for me. it was my first, what joy.
Sunday was cleaning, waxing, or rather polishing of all our shoes under his very strict supervision, without knee rest, with heavy chains on the wrists and a stretched crotch chain Then cleaning the car
and above all I started cleaning the garage.
In the evening, like the day before, I pleased her with my tongue and she gave me mine with a good spanking, except that I, even if I was very excited, did not cum, and in any case I have no right.
There are some new things today
I had to do 10 minutes of jump rope this morning and the duration is expected to gradually increase.
She added protective panties and plastic panties to my outfit.
And she gave me a notebook marked: notebook of ingrid's stupidities.
Outside the house I must keep it close at hand in all circumstances, she made it clear in all circumstances.
I believe that Mistress Anja has overcome her inhibitions.
I apologize for boring you with my stories, but this is the only place where I can talk about them freely without being criticized, but also being understood and advised with kindness.
Thanks again.
Humbly.
Ungrid.

Dear Shecret,
Welcome to the forum! Looking forward to future discussions with you.

Dear Ingrid,

I agree that your posts aren't boring at all! You describe the development of your relationship with very nice precision and intriguing details, and I certainly believe that it can give me more understanding of how a submissive mind works. It seems that, for now, forum writing is a major source of your punishment, but I trust it won't discourage you from sharing your thoughts. Apparently you need to be a bit careful when mentioning your Mistress, to write of her with utmost sincerity and faith, and take responsibility for things you discuss. Hovewer, you can receive any specific clues only from Ms Anja.

The notebook idea is very nice, is it you or Anja who writes in it? How are you supposed to keep it when going outside - do you have any rule about the manner of carrying objects?
How well are you managing your sexual frustration for now? Depending on how much you both enjoy chastity, I think it is possible that your Mistress will decide to introduce some more intense rules and methods in this direction, or that it will remain an occasional punishment.
Looking at your patterns of activity, it seems that you are allowed to access web (or at least this forum) only at work, am I correct?

In my humble opinion, it is a good sign that you are conducting analysis sessions with Anja and you can communicate your needs freely. It shows that she will certainly put effort into making the whole experience pleasureable for you. I believe that it is better to increase the intensity slowly - until you find the right level - rather than do too much and then back down. And if you were trying to do something really dangerous, like suspension bondage, you surely should seek direct professional advice, for example in a club. Anyway: you will need to accept that much of a submissive's life is routine and even boredom, learn to embrace it. Mistress's role is to provide you safety, structure, control... and maybe sometimes entertainment.

All the best,
DoomTurtle

Dear gentlemen, today my rules on respect have become stricter.
Thank you for your encouragement to continue writing here.

Dear sir shecret, I welcome you and I hope we can talk often.

Dear Sir Doom Turtle,
For the moment, I see no harm in writing here and if it gets me punished, so much the better. But I am forbidden to willfully disobey.
If details intrigue you, do not hesitate to ask for clarification.
For the notebook of stupidities, it's me who has to write down.
I have to note the date and time and the stupidity, bad behavior, rudeness, disrespect...honestly.
I've only been using it for a day, the main problem is traveling to work or having to hide it because I don't have a pocket.
For my sexual frustration, I thought the initial 8 days would be bearable even if I impatiently awaited my "release".
The 3 extra days were very bad news, but the 15 extra days were a real cold shower, almost a month without cumming is a real nightmare, I don't know if I'll be able to resist, especially with all the stimuli that Mistress imposes on me.
I try to keep my hands away from my crotch as much as possible.
The only thing that saves me is that the lack of cigarettes is decreasing.
To carry objects it's simple I can't
carry only what I can hold in my hands.
Fortunately Mistress allows me to carry my phone hanging around my neck.
I have special permission for a backpack or bags for shopping.
Exact for the telephone, only during work, I hurry to have a few moments where I can write. At home, or when I am with Mistress I am forbidden to use it.
Before deciding to become a submissive, I knew that I would have to do all the household chores, I never imagined my future Mistress having to do them. What I had only imagined
would last for hours and that Mistress would be so picky.
For boredom, I hoped to be cloistered for hours in a closet or a dark room, or in my wildest dreams in a small box or an uncomfortable cage to hope for the return of my Mistress
For the moment this has not happened.
For bondage, for the moment also only soft, but I hope that Maitresse thinks about it.
For routines, Mistress likes rituals, like when I come home, getting up, my hands on my head...etc.

Dear Sir 705,
yes, I think Mistress Anja realized
that dominating me was an act of love. For my part, I hope not to be too selfish and that she will also find pleasure in her role as Mistress, I will try to make her life as pleasant as possible.
The plastic panties aren't too uncomfortable, but I'm a little ashamed to have to wear them.
I know that Mistress is looking for solutions to make my clothes uncomfortable, but she told me that she wanted it to be discreet, she does not want public humiliation.
Humbly.
ingrid

Dear Miss MsHanna,
I am happy to read you and I hope you are well.
Yes, I am deprived of the phone when I am at home or when I am with Mistress Anja.
Mistress also cleaned almost all of my directory, my photos and other applications disappeared.
Humbly.
ingrid

Dear Madame MsHanna, I think that Mistress Anna cleaned my phone, as she does my wardrobe, and imposing privations and obligations on me is to show me who is in charge. It's not quite the way I imagined being controlled, but I accept it willingly.
I especially regret the disappearance of all my photos, so many lost memories. There is more than one, a Mistress selfie.
I also saw that Mistress added a recorder.
Humbly.
ingrid

Dear 705,
I hope you're doing well.
What are your parental controls?
I thought my restrictions were enough for the moment.
But there is one thing that would interest me: live monitoring of her movements as precisely as possible but without her wearing an ankle bracelet.
Kiss
Anja

Thank you MsHanna,
I will look that.
Kiss.
Anja

Dear Anja and Ingrid,

It is pleasing to see how your relationship develops and you both seem very happy with it. One question I have is about the increased respect rules. Naturally, one effect is visible, but I wonder: is the "Sir/Madam" requirement only for this forum, or for other places too? And did you also introduce more abstract conversation rules? For example, things like "make your interlocutor feel more important than you are", "always answer all asked questions precisely", or "never contradict your Mistress in public"?

Deleting the photos with important memories can be... nasty, in my mindset it would be very harsh. Then again, I have a tendency to tie too much emotions with objects and pictures; it isn't a good thing. Anja, I surely hope you saved them somewhere, but if not, it is your sovereign decision.

For location monitoring, I think using a phone is much easier than buying a bracelet for this purpose. Many parenting control apps should have such an option. I could try to look for something, but I believe that 705 will be able to give you professional advice. On the other hand, an ankle bracelet (even without GPS) could also be a nice submission symbol, more discreet than a collar. As always, depends on which ideas you both enjoy.

Have a nice Friday and weekend,
the Turtle of Doom

I actually find it quite sweet and nice that Ms Anja has made Ingrid address you respectfully, similar to what I have with my partner, but only towards him and only when I am relegated down to being a prisoner.

Although, I don't mind not being addressed in any special way, I am a prisoner at times, with no say whatsoever, infact my life could be explained as me being on parole/furlough when I am not a captive, haha!

But, time to sleep I think! Have a great Friday everyone!

Hugs,
Hanna

Dear all,
I'm back, my baby period ended this morning. Phew. I thought it would never end. Now I have become a young schoolgirl.
Kisses.
Sophie

Dear Sophie,

It is good to have you back and to know the baby punishment is over. I hope your family is happy that you learned the lesson they were trying to teach and that things will be a little bit easier for you now.

Respectfully,
705

Dear All,
Thanks MsHanna, 705.
Ms Anja,
I read your story, I wish you all the happiness in the world.
My baby period was a nightmare.
Totally forbidden to speak under penalty of severe punishment.
Forbidden to stand up.
Restrained all the time with my hands tied to my chest, a baby suit in wool and PVC, a device that prevented me from tightening my legs, booties with large points under my soles.
My diaper was changed about once a day, I was washed in a cold bath, I drank only baby bottle, and ate only porridge with a terrible taste.
If there was no excrement in my diaper they made me drink castor oil and gave me glycerin suppositories.
I suffered horribly from diaper rash, it burns like hell.
I had to keep my pacifier in my mouth almost all the time.
For my new school period I have to wear a vintage uniform and a blouse.
My chastity belt is back
I wear my skating shoes and I sleep tied up
I do grammar lessons and dictations, arithmetic, morality, history, geography...
I have to write with dips while I'm dipping in a bottle of ink.
I gave a bad dictation, I already had straps on my hands and I wore a dunce cap.
Lots of love.
sophie

Dear Sophie,
thank you for your response.
Your mistresses seem really very severe, but if you accepted your punishment it is because you felt that it was deserved.
Does castor oil taste so bad?
You are talking about a device that prevents you from squeezing your legs, can you tell me more about it.
Did you speak and if so what was the punishment, did you previously speak of Tabasco?
Kiss
Anja

Dear Madame Sophie,
I must present my most humble apologies to your Mistress.
I should never have said they were cruel. Mistress Anja says that if they are very harsh with you it is because they have their reasons, but it is in no way cruelty.
Mistress Anja is very angry. She told me that she thought of further extending my frustration time. She will think about it while I meditate on the fact that a submissive should never judge the actions of Mistresses, or that she finds another "cruel" punishment.
In the meantime I will have to kneel on rice every night for a while until the weekend.
For the ice pack or any other relief, I can forget.
Otherwise, I thank you for your response and your kind attempt to help me and I hope that your lessons are going well.
Humbly.
  Ingrid