I think my life here is very stress free.
I don’t have to worry about anything when I know I’ll stay here. Maximum Security works both ways.

It’s true that some people have their own goals and fantasies when they send me messages but that’s ok.
Some even want to offend me and show their superiority.
It’s great to be able to hear thoughts on how people like me should be treated. Some fantasies are pretty wild! It’s basically still fun to always learn something new from people’s thoughts.

Of course, I prefer to talk to people who are really interested in me but I will try to respond to all.

I'm glad you came back!

When the forum address changed, we lost a lot of members. Some have come more but a lot has gone away.
It’s a little sad but that’s how this life goes.

The reason for this is also in me, I have handled my job poorly.
I couldn't do anything about the change of address, it just happened unannounced. I couldn't prepare for that.

The forum is visited daily by guests who do not log in so it is not possible to know the correct number of visitors.
However, something tells it that for example my diary is now more than 45 000 visits.

I’m trying to be more diligent to make the forum work better and that more people to find it!

I look forward to your questions and discussion with you!

I've been hardworking sometimes

It all started with Yahoo Group a very long time ago. Now it's already dead. Yahoo killed it
I have had many photo sharing sites like Flickr, Tumbrl etc but they didn't work due to strict rules

captivegirlmiisa.wordpress.com was next. It was maintained by my friend and fan. I didn’t want to write in English at the time so he helped me.
Now that friend is gone and I don’t have a password for that site so it’s just a memory now.

I am found on Twitter every day but I am there very calmly, just surfing.

I have several groups on Facebook.
The largest of these is "Friends who like Steel Restraints", it has almost 15,000 members and the group is very active.
The second group is "Friends who like Female Prison," 3,000 members.

You can also find me on DevianArt daily.

What else...

I have two fetlife profille:
CaptiveGirl, https://fetlife.com/users/460399
NiceInmate, https://fetlife.com/users/404960

I have not used Fetllife actively.
Now when I log in I noticed that I have dozens of posts there!

I have been careless, I am sorry, I will answer them soon!

In addition, I can be found in chat rooms like wwwstaylace.com (CaptiveGirl), wwwkgforum.org (CaptiveGirl), wwwbdsm.com (niceinmate), etc. occasionally

Maybe I'm even too much present? I do not know.

Edit. I forgot to tell you that my CaptiveGirl Lifestory can also be found here.
THE LIFE STORY OF CAPTIVEGIRL

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My LifeStory is not ready. How could it be? My life is still in progress ...

Seriously, writing has now stopped at the point where my life changed completely. At that moment, I thought everything was great. I didn’t realize the danger I was heading towards.
It has taken time to deal with but the story continues shortly again.

A detailed account of my pregnancy comes in time in my LifeStory.

I can tell you that pregnancy was easy for me and left good memories.

I "borrowed" my womb, meaning I was a surrogate mother. The actual parent of the child is a woman who could not give birth herself.

I was well taken care of, even pampered throughout my pregnancy and everything went well.
So I wasn’t forced in any way, on the contrary, I felt necessary and doing a good job.

It was before this new place and Max Security practices but restraints and other routines were in place all the time.

Like I said, I have good memories of it

Hello Ma'am

I’ve sometimes written about rules of conduct and discipline.
It’s such a well-established way in my life that I don’t pay attention to it. It just happens.

For example, I can’t start a conversation but I can answer if I am asked something.
I will also be notified if my "speech is free". Then I can tell things of concern to me or if I need something. This happens a few times a week.

In practice, my guards are not my friends, they just do their job. We don't "chat".
Often the easiest way for me to contact the Committee is through this forum. They follow this forum and know if I have something for them.

The guards treat me very professionally. I have no complaints.

Things were worse over a year ago. Then we had problems with behavior, on both sides.
The committee eventually found out about the problems and they fixed it. It led to my re-training, the guards were also told how to behave towards me.
Things became "more official", now proceed more closely according to the rules.

I also wrote about that time in my diary.

Ma'am

"prisoner", "Miisa" or prisoner Miisa are the options used.
Sometimes no name is used at all.

To my knowledge, no prisoner number or anything like that has been considered ... however, I am the only prisoner here.

I understand the psychological purpose of whether to use a name or not. It is not necessary here because I was not meant to break down mentally.

Hello

The idea of sleeping outdoors was already in the winter a year ago.
At the time, I was only mentioned about the upcoming issue but no details were given. The sleeping bag and accessories had already been purchased at that time.

Then came the trip to meet my grandmother, misunderstandings along the way and the aftermath of it.
My routines changed significantly after that so this thing was also canceled. I didn't know anything about it then.

My restraints and locks are routine so it was clear that they are also used outdoors, applied but as secure as always. It’s normal, I don’t even think about those things.

The guards keep my room and cell clean.
It's basically quick to do because I don't have inside the cell stuff. Just a few occasional magazines, bedding, office chair. They are easy to move away during cleaning. Inside the cell floors there is no small stuff collecting dust or causing a fire hazard.
Everything can be washed with a water hose while protecting my computer.

I can't take part in the cleaning and arrangement.
I’m like a princess and I’m waiting in the meeting room when that happens 
Sometimes it can be done during my outdoor activities. One guard is with me outside and another to check and clean the interior.

Ma'am

I have never felt rubber or latex comfortable.

It may be because in my bad relationship before my imprisonment my “husband” (we were not married) insisted that I wear a tight latex catsuit under my clothes e.g. when we visited my parents, sometimes otherwise.
He wanted me to feel in his control all the time.
I hated that situation and the feeling and so I started to hate all latex and rubber clothes too.

Rubber and latex are still used sometimes in my sessions but that’s a different thing. In such use, the tightness of the material excites me, perhaps also the discomfort and sniffiness to some extent.

In the case you mentioned, the use of a diaper and tight rubber pants was “justified” because the car trip was long and I didn’t have access to the toilet.
But it was disgusting and humiliating.

He was just this Russian