Maybe some have noticed that I’m trying to write my “LifeStory” again.

I wonder if I am writing in too much detail, what do you think?

Now I’m “close” to the original routine I’m used to.
I wouldn’t have thought before but I miss my guards and their automatic rhythm to take care of things. I miss my normal practices and routines.

This week practical matters will be handled by another member of the Committee. She is friendly but at the same time strict and practical. I like her style of taking care of things.
I think after this week my guards will return and everything will return to normal again.

I had a guest yesterday, Nina.
I noticed that the guest room had also been renovated during the week.
A kind of box was made for me, I sat inside it. Actually, it was a strong chair to which I was attached in many ways.
I had a tight harness that was attached to the chair, my hands were tied to the armrests of the chair with leather straps, however, the wrists had metal handcuffs. The legs were restrained in the same way.
When I was attached to the chair, strong wooden walls were installed around the chair. they were secured with locking devices.
The top was also covered so that only my head was visible outside. There was just a round hole in the cover for my neck. My normal steelcollar was above the lid, it didn’t fit through the hole in the lid.
"The box was well sized, only the collar produced a bit of trouble. I had to keep my neck straight so I could talk. It wasn't a problem. The visit only lasted an hour.

This way I am strictly restrained throughout the visit, the visitor cannot see my restraints at any point. This was the first experiment with this whole, maybe the cover and neck part will be improved next time.

We had a nice conversation, She was far from me but it didn’t bother me. Nina was also attached to her own chair but only with a waist chain. It basically prevented her from approaching me. She knows the rules though, so it didn’t bother her.
The visit felt very short but we got to talk about something and it was nice!

Nina sent greetings to my followers on the Forum and elsewhere!

My time in isolation was always divided into three parts every day.

At the beginning of the day I wore a latex catsuit or a slightly looser "prisoner outfit".
The catsuit had two versions, all black and very tight and the other was orange with black vertical stripes on the sides. The catsuit had an open crotch, it reminded me of a cheap sex movie ...
Looser "prisoner outfit" was orange with also black vertical stripes on the sides. It was two-piece (shirt and pants).
Each clothes had the clearest text "prisoner".
I also had latex socks and mittens.

In the second part of the day the outfit was changed, it was like a nun's suit, the material was neoprene which was much more comfortable than latex. It was like a big cloak that landed on me.
Underneath it, I was shackled tightly all the time.
The cloak was quite heavy but still relatively comfortable.

At night I was naked, attached to a mattress on the floor.
Before the night I got a short but powerful shower.

The day was divided into three clear parts, the duration of the parts was about 8 hours, I didn’t have a clock so I don’t know the exact time but I estimate so.

It’s special how the mind settles into a new rhythm.
No schedule was explained to me in advance but after just a few days the rhythm was clear to me. I knew quite accurately the passage of time and the coming of the next exchange, my mind and body told it in advance.

The guard visited me about every four hours (except at night) so the rhythm in my life was clear.

I tried to move as much as possible every day but it was difficult because of the restraints and chains.
In tight latex I just tried not to move because it was very uncomfortable.

Everyone knows that I don’t like to wear tight latex so this was very difficult for me.

Back to normal.

The guards have returned and the routines have almost returned to their former state.

I and the Committee (some of them) had a meeting yesterday. It was an opportunity in a good mood to share my thoughts on the past month.
I told them how I had felt about different things, especially a week in special insulation involving latex, special restraints, etc.
The funny thing was that now that I had “rested” a week after that, things no longer felt bad. Now they felt more interesting. It feels weird to say but maybe I’ve even fantasized about something like that before.
I am much wiser again and know more about myself!

Basically, this month is still the "summer vacation season" in many places so my workload will obviously be relatively small.
It’s nice, maybe now I’ll have time to think more again, maybe even write more about my LifeStory.

The chair is very heavy and it has a strong frame, it is not attached to the floor.
It’s so high that my legs don’t reach the floor when I sit in it properly. This prevents me from trying to put effort on my feet.

The harness is basically a wide belt that attaches to the chair, it also has shoulder and crotch belts. I can't move my upper body. The armrests are so that I cannot move my arms backwards, behind the arms is the frame of the chair. There are also straps for the upper arms.
My arms are securely fastened with leather straps below the elbow and from the wrists. There are also metal cuffs on the wrists.
The front of the armrests has a perforated plate horizontally. It is possible to attach the fingers to the plate in various positions, for example using cable ties.

My legs can be attached to a chair in several ways. They can be tightly together or forced into a wide position. The chair has many options for attaching straps. There are also steel cuffs for the ankles.

The original chair had a higher back and access to the headrest but has now been removed. It can be added to it if needed but it is not suitable for use with a box.  Neck opening of the box now acts as a headrest.

Previous additions to the chair included the option of a fixed butt plug and dildo. A vibrator can also be attached to the front of the seat.

These devices were also used from last weekend’s O-session. I'll tell more about that later.

This set can be used for many purposes.
I don’t know if it’s a good thing because now my mind easily combines O-sessions, sexual gratification, etc., with the opposite being “normal” use like visits and appointments, etc.
I may not want to confuse those things with each other. But the choice is not mine.

About my mother's visit ... This new invention doesn't affect my mother's visit here. She said that would not happen. Not especially when she knows about the rest of the use of the box and chair!
(My mom said she can meet me if it’s possible that I’m without restraints and we can go to a cafe without other people, for example ... but we both know it’s not possible).

Nice that you also mention Nina, she gets your greetings (she reads my writings actively)

I'm a little surprised by your thoughts.
I am amazed that they are very much in line with the Committee's ideas.
A week ago, in an O-session, my head was also isolated for a while. On top of the box could be attached a smaller box made to the dimensions of my head. it was a simple, rectangular box that could be secured in place.

The box was now empty but I was told that in the final version it could be padded and insulated so I couldn’t hear anything.
A pumpable airbag inside the box is also a possible idea (such as an american football helmet).
Gag was also in use during the weekend session.

Your thoughts on a leather hood, earplugs and detachable eyelids and gag are a possible idea (the committee will read this diary ...)

Even now, the head inside the box was a shocking experience with sexual stimulation.
If air cushions are added to it that take up all the space and squeeze my head ... I can’t imagine that feeling!

A leather hood and accessories are a great idea and it tickles my imagination. Maybe I’ll get to experience it someday too!

The ensemble can be used for normal visitation appointments as well as for sexual arousal O-sessions.
I think that is problematic.
I don’t want to think that I’m sexually aroused when I meet my friend or other “normal” people, for example.
The situation now is that when I just think of a chair / box, I position myself sexually.

And on the other hand, the average guest can’t help but think about what’s going on inside the box.
These two things are now mixed up and I don’t like it.

I hope normal visitors consider me an ordinary person with limitations. I don’t want it to be combined with sexuality and forced orgasm.
It’s a completely different thing if the visitor is somehow related to my sexual needs, then it’s understandable.

I hope you can understand what I'm trying to say ...

Maybe I need two chair / box sets!

This is very interesting!
I was quick and we discussed this topic with Nina today.

When she was visiting here, the chair / box assembly was new and in use for the first time.
That’s when I mentioned that the same chair has also been used in some O-sessions. It wasn’t a “problem” then, the chair had also been used normally before.
I told Nina that it would be interesting to experience an O-session this way. I said it like a joke.

The next weekend it came true and the whole thought of the chair turned sexual in my mind!
It's special. Much of my sessions take place in bed, on the table, on the floor, etc. but I don’t think of them all the time as sexual places.

I don’t feel like I’m sexually oriented in any particular way. Bondage and limitations give me pleasure almost constantly anyway but for me it’s normal life.
My life does not constantly aim for Orgasms. I experience them as a reward and source of wealth in my life.

When it comes to normal use of the chair, appointments, visits and discussions. Interrogations like someone told me.
Nina asked me that what I would think was my head inside the box, the front wall of the box would be a dense steel mesh (maybe several layers) etc so the visitor couldn’t see inside.
That is, I would be present but no one could see me but I could see in front of me in some, limited way.

Your ideas "something in cloth, linen or canvas would serve better, wrapping around your head and neck like a traditional nun’s wimple (guimpe) or like the hijab or tudong of a Muslim or Hindu woman observing purdah (pardah)" is a very good and beautiful way to do it.

If you ask me, I will greatly like your original idea of a leather hood and the necessary accessories.
A tight leather hood means calm and security for me, I’m used to it and it would even feel like a normal option.
The problem is that what the visitor thinks about it. Of course, it always depends on the visitor ...

my writing is now definitely a very confusing flow of thoughts, I'm sorry about that!

You can call me as you wish: Miisa, prisoner, prisoner K, CaptiveGirl, Captive, Niceinmate, Inmate ... etc
How I am called affects how I respond. It's not a big deal for me

Last edited by Miisa Karlsson (2021-08-06 16:15:33)

Hello Sir

Here are face masks (visors) in use every time a guard or other person comes close to me, such as inside my cell. They also wear gloves.
That is normal practice. Before, they also had protective clothing but that practice has been abandoned.

Masks and other protective gear are already so familiar in my life that I don’t even think about them anymore but it’s true that they increase the feeling of isolation.

I remember when the guards started wearing leather gloves (before the pandemic), it was horrible for me, I couldn’t basically experience human contact in any situation.
But now that time has passed, even the use of latex / rubber gloves doesn’t bother me. It has become normal.