Hello everyone
We are getting back to a normal routine here, it might take some time to get used to but I am very happy about it. It's been a very long summer here.
Many have asked how Erin is doing and how her imprisonment continues... she has adapted very well to the routine. In fact, she has been here for long periods of time as well.
She informed the workplace that she was on vacation somewhere abroad and did not want to be available during that time.
Now she is back to a "normal rhythm", meaning she spends at least two days a week here and the rest of the time supervised in the outside world.
...I'm fine too
It's funny to notice that some people's interest has shifted from my life to how Erin lives. It suits me just fine.
I have suggested that Erin start writing her own diary, but the Committee thinks that one publishing channel is enough.
Summer has been different than before. I mean that life has been more disciplined and somehow stricter than my previous summers.
The committee has explained that since there are basically two of us now, everything has to be more systematic.
It means that since Erin is just starting her prison life, it is clear that everything has to go according to the plans and rules. I have to adapt to it because we are equal prisoners.
You would think that when Erin is out of here it would be easier for me, but the rules, routines and discipline still remain unchanged, at a high level.
It was... and still is a shock to me. I really have lived here before like a princess. That time is over now.
There are also good sides to this.I've had company, I've talked and had a good time with Erin.
I have also learned things about myself. Erin is used to social interaction and talks a lot. I've been alone a lot and too much talk and action makes me tired and sometimes irritable.
There have been a few crisis situations here where I have behaved very badly when I have lost my temper and been frustrated by all the additional restrictions I have had to adapt to.
We are like twin sisters here. We wear the same denim dress, we usually use the same restraints and fastenings. We even have our hair tied the same way (ponytail).
That's the sad part because that way I can see how boring we look, we have no individuality.
...and I HATE my denim dress! It is sometimes too hot and stiff. In addition, it must always be closed all the way up, so that only the collar O-ring is visible. It's also tight around the wrists so we can't hide anything there.
Some people think we have a nice "girl time" here, but I can tell you that we haven't even touched each other the whole time.
We are kept apart the whole time, one is transported only when the other is locked in place, etc.
The only time we are close is at night when we are locked to sleep in the night time cell.. Then I sleep on the floor in a horizontal cage and Erin in the bed on top of the cage. We are locked in bed restsraints and can't move until morning.
It's funny that now that Erin is gone, I miss her at night when I know she's not in bed like me.
In any case, I'm now trying to get used to my normal life here and restore my work's customer contacts