Christmas is over here and the normal daily routine is back.
Nothing special happened at Christmas, we had lunch here together, during which we also discussed things concerning me.
So it was not a "traditional", religious celebration for us.
before Christmas I was asked if I would like a small Christmas tree outside my cell. I said it's not necessary.
The Christmas weather here was great, the real Christmas land was all over the country.
My yard area was beautiful too. There was a lot of white, untouched snow everywhere. Only my walking area was pure concrete.
I was saddened by the high fences in the yard because I couldn't see into the forest like I used to.
In any case, we had a Christmas meal with traditional Christmas dishes.
I appreciate that the Committee had organized everything nicely, even though I don't even eat much. It would be dangerous to suddenly eat a lot when I otherwise live according to a strict diet.
We also talked over the meal.
The conversation was free. It's suddenly hard for me to get used to the fact that I can have a normal conversation because normally I'm under the rules of conversation and behavior.
The committee was concerned about my mental well-being and they asked what could be done to "return" to my normal life as a chained prisoner.
They were worried about the change that happened in me when the war in Ukraine started.
I should stop worrying about things beyond my control, they said.
I understand their concerns and now I have already acted in such a way that I will start working again as before, although there are fewer customers now, but maybe I will get more of them.
The work will start at the beginning of next year.
One additional suggestion is that since I am very used to my chains and restrictions, restraints and bondage could add to my normal day and life.
It would make my life more difficult, but at the same time it would help me focus on the things that are important in my life.
My guard said that it is no problem to change my policies and routines to be stricter because they already exist in any case.
In principle, I agree with changes and tightening of restrictions.
Now the situation is that the Committee is thinking about things and from the beginning of next year (maybe) there will be new practices in my life.