Hello everyone

It has been very quiet in my diary, as well as on the Forum in general.
The reason for that is in the contract I made with a private person. The contract obliges me to be his "online private prisoner" for a fixed period of time.
He has quite strict ideas about how to keep, punish, monitor and restrict maximum security prisoners.
We, the three parties (the Committee, the client and me) have an agreement that also defines financial matters. I can even donate part of my income.

This is an experiment that maybe continues in this form, maybe not.
If you ask me, I'm not completely satisfied with my life now.
My life is now much more controlled, restricted and strict than my previous "normal" life as a prisoner.

However, I am not leaving you and the Forum.
Contracts can be renegotiated when time runs out, situations change.
I hope they get better.

The contract we made with this person means that I am imprisoned, restricted and locked away according to his wishes for a predetermined period of time.

This started when I had a conversation with one of my followers and I told him that I am sad that I cannot help financially (or otherwise) a nation that is at war against a violent invader.
I have been donating part of my income for a long time now, for more than two years, but it is a very small amount.

So he had a suggestion on how I can donate more. I would be his online prisoner, he could influence my circumstances and follow my imprisonment and punishment in real time online.
I told the Committee about this proposal. They thought about it for a long time. They discussed the details with this person.

The biggest problem is that no one here wants video or picture material to be made public. Therefore, the background of the proposer had to be checked carefully.
It guaranteed that he is serious and able to guarantee all matters from confidentiality to financial matters.
I have to say that the money I get is not big but it is still more than what I would get from my normal photo editing job. Some of the money still goes to my living expenses here.

Erin has done a good job negotiating the contract to be legal. Thank him for that.

One option would have been to do this publicly, e.g. through the paid OnlyFans site, but there would be a great risk of leaking the material elsewhere.

Due to the security of the committee, even now, their identities cannot be seen from the material that is shown. It is important.
Security guards have bodycams, like police officers. They show my processing in real time, but the moments when another guard could be seen in the video have been cut off.

The time to be videoed can be from a day to a week, after that there is a "rest period" when I return to the normal prison routine. It is at least as long as the session was.

The contract is renegotiated every quarter. It will be renewed if all parties still want it.

Real Restraints and all the other…
You don't have to worry, everything here is done through the Committee and they look after me and my well-being.

It is true that my special max security periods are tough, but nothing bad can happen.
At the same time, I think that it strengthens me in my strict confinement and helps me adapt to it more and more.

The problem is maybe that when I get used to the special arrangement, everything changes again and I'm back to my normal routine.
I think that a person can get used to many things, but sudden changes cause unnecessary additional stress.

However, I am not disappearing into some kind of secret dungeon permanently.

...I can tell you that the other side of the agreement also has a lot of ideas that he would like to see happen to me, but the Committee refuses them. I know I'm safe.

Things change, maybe the deal we made isn't renewed and I can go back to my normal prison routine, time will tell...

Real Restraints: the picture you show is very good, it hits closer than you can guess..

I have somewhat mixed feelings about all of this. It feels like I've given up.
In a way it's true, I didn't know how hard it is to constantly change your emotional state.
Maybe I thought it would offer me a change and "adventure" from my normal, maybe boring routine.

It would have been better if I had no choice.
I would have gotten used to solitary confinement and punishing bondage. In a way, it fulfilled some of my secret fantasies.
It should have been clear then that there was no going back.
Now that I had the chance, I always went back to my safe, calm environment and routine. I always thought that.
...if it had been impossible, I wouldn't have bothered myself with thinking about it.

If I didn't want to end the contract, the alternative would have been that I would have lived the punishing bondage, isolated and forgotten forever.

Now the problem is how to get income again when I start living my normal life here.
I'm trying to revive my old business relationships, but I don't dare to trust it.

I know that the Committee was not unanimous about my return to my old life.
The guards are already used to the fact that I can be punished, now we can only wait to see what happens when I return to my old "Princess life".

We are considering different options.
The problem is that the "customer" would have to be a completely trusted person so that we can be sure that the material would not spread outside.
The current client does not want short sessions, on the contrary, he would have liked them to be harder and longer.

The Committee is thinking about different options on how to make my life more interesting so that the security level and practices are not reduced.
I think the guards have some ideas about that, they were so enthusiastic about my special punishments.

"Special max security prisoner v2.0" may be the beginning of a new era...