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Miisa Karlsson wrote:

You are a sadist...
Fortunately, you are not a member of the Committee

To some extent, the system you presented could work.
The basic punishment would be at a high level and with good behavior, in the long term it could be reduced step by step.
If there were behavior problems, the level would be raised quickly and relief would have to be "earned" again, even if it was harder each time.
But I don't want such a system here!

Funny how mind works... Yes, I do have sadistic mind... that likes to develop evil things and help other subs etc to get in more trouble if needed. Then again, I would much rather at least at this moment, be there as inmate like wrote earlier, than committee member, thou I could always give them evil ideas.

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I now have a new development model collar, it is also still a test model but now it is reinforced with an internal steel cable.
It is locked with a separate lock behind my neck.
I'm a little sad that I can't see my collar, it hasn't been presented to me separately.
I can only feel it with my fingers. I would have liked to have been able to hold it in my hands and get to know it before it was locked around my neck.

The manufacturer says that the collar is now very strong and durable.
I have been told that it can withstand being run over by a car, its locking has also been tested so that it has been placed between a chain and a car has been towed with it.
:) fun tests, would have been nice to see them...

The weather here is relatively warm.The snow was on the ground for a few days, but then the weather warmed up and the snow melted away.
Now it's damp gray and foggy outside, typical autumn weather here.

My work situation hasn't changed for the better, I still try to keep my spirits high.

...my "main activity" seems to be testing the collar now :)

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oh my, I envy you... nice new light and strong collar :D and the restraints... jail cell...

Maybe a nice escape challenge?  Maybe, you get a posture style collar too... or a punishment collar with spikes :D

Kinda good that you can't see your collar... limits searching weaknesses from it... thou I know you do not want to escape...

Would like to test that kind of collar... running over it with a car is not a good test, if asked from me. Different kind of forces in play.

But as you mentioned earlier, it should be warmer during winter time, than metal.
I good that it is lighter... I am not that evil again... two weeks wearing 2.5kg chain... no more heavy collars... especially long term wear.
Maybe next test version has shock collar for you... *evil grin* or something

or helmet version :D
sorry, evil houdini mind developing things...

Last edited by Brahma (2024-11-12 23:01:57)

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Will you be providing more details about how you were restrained during the SPP?

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saxrussell wrote:

Will you be providing more details about how you were restrained during the SPP?

SPP is intended for prisoners who are dangerous to their environment, guards and even themselves.
It uses effective aids such as steel, leather, wood restraints and others like that. Including various cages and small spaces where the prisoner is effectively limited and cannot cause harm.
It effectively limits and prevents all kinds of unwanted physical behavior.
Other senses can also be restricted so that the prisoner understands his/her position to calm down (sensory deprivation).

SPP can be short-term, like training or punishment, but it can also be a longer-term practice in some cases.

The biggest difference to the usual Max Security imprisonment is that I can to some extent decide for myself when and how I move in my limited and controlled environment.
SPP completely blocks my own choices.

In principle, chemical restraints are an easy and simple solution, i.e. in practice the prisoner is medicated/drugged to be cooperative.
This solution is not used here, this is a completely drug-free prison.

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Yes I understand what SPP is, I am just hoping that you might be able to explain what the SPP restrictions you were under. How did it change your daily routine? It sounds like it was difficult for you and I am curious to know what was involved.

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saxrussell wrote:

Yes I understand what SPP is, I am just hoping that you might be able to explain what the SPP restrictions you were under. How did it change your daily routine? It sounds like it was difficult for you and I am curious to know what was involved.

Our contract with the client does not allow for accurate reporting of SPP sessions.
He has paid for exclusive rights to all material related to individual sessions (photo, video and written).

I will check with the Committee and Erin on this matter. We have no reason to violate the contract.

I can tell you something in general.
The purpose of SPP is to physically prevent undesirable behavior of the prisoner. In principle, its purpose is not to punish the prisoner, but in practice, tight restraints and locks etc cause that to happen.
It is a matter of opinion.

In principle, humiliation (possible public humiliation in videos and pictures) is also a possible addition, but I don't see it as a problem in my case.
I have lived for a long time so that I have nothing to hide and since I trust that the material according to the agreement will not be published, I don't need to stress about it.

During SPP, the prisoner may be naked or dressed in various prison uniforms.
Since the prisoner is effectively restrained, it is practical that the prisoner is dressed in a way that allows for bodily functions to be performed, or relatively easy to perform.
With that in mind, a naked prisoner is perhaps the best option, but for many reasons it may be desirable to keep the prisoner clothed.

A prisoner may have a long-term harness that allows for various ways of securing.
The hands (wrist) can be locked to the sides, front or back of the harness. The legs (ankles) can be locked to the harness so that the knees are forced to bend.
Thus, the prisoner is effectively secured, depending on the attachment the prisoner may be able to move a little but he/she is then very controllable.

Usually, if a prisoner is alone in a cell, for example locked in a harness, a helmet is also used to prevent head/facial injuries (for example, blows to the floor or wall).
The helmet is of the same type as boxers wear in training and in lower divisions.
A tight hood, gags etc. can be worn with the helmet, under it.

When there is an anchor point in the cell ceiling, the prisoner's harness can be attached to a chain hanging from the ceiling so that the prisoner remains upright (from the shoulders or behind the back), with their arms and legs still attached to the harness.
The prisoner can then be fed and watered, bodily functions can also be taken care of, and the prisoner can be showered without having to remove the harness.

If the prisoner has behaved reliably, he/she may receive relief, for example by removing his hands or one arm from the harness and installing a 20 cm long chain between the wrist and the harness. Then the prisoner may be able to eat her-/himself if a cup is placed near her/him.
This may be a temporary relief for good behavior, but is only possible under close supervision.
There are many types of harnesses in use. A rubber harness reinforced with a steel chain allows for bathing and showering.

In addition to harnesses, there are several other options such as wooden, leather and metal attachment devices to a bed, wall or chair.

These were just examples of many possibilities.

Regarding clothing, I would like to say that in my opinion the best option is nudity in this kind of session.
I am lucky that my shower/toilet cell has a heated floor so I did not have to freeze on the cold floor (I am spoiled, I know).

Many people who think/fantasize about these things don't take into account practical things like bodily functions.
In long-term restrictions, they are very important things for all parties involved.
I know there are people who also enjoy messing themselves up but I (we) am not one of them.

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Thank you for whatever information you were ablet to provide.

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Miisa Karlsson wrote:

Our contract with the client does not allow for accurate reporting of SPP sessions.
He has paid for exclusive rights to all material related to individual sessions (photo, video and written).

I will check with the Committee and Erin on this matter. We have no reason to violate the contract.

I can tell you something in general.
The purpose of SPP is to physically prevent undesirable behavior of the prisoner. In principle, its purpose is not to punish the prisoner, but in practice, tight restraints and locks etc cause that to happen.
It is a matter of opinion.

In principle, humiliation (possible public humiliation in videos and pictures) is also a possible addition, but I don't see it as a problem in my case.
I have lived for a long time so that I have nothing to hide and since I trust that the material according to the agreement will not be published, I don't need to stress about it.

During SPP, the prisoner may be naked or dressed in various prison uniforms.
Since the prisoner is effectively restrained, it is practical that the prisoner is dressed in a way that allows for bodily functions to be performed, or relatively easy to perform.
With that in mind, a naked prisoner is perhaps the best option, but for many reasons it may be desirable to keep the prisoner clothed.

A prisoner may have a long-term harness that allows for various ways of securing.
The hands (wrist) can be locked to the sides, front or back of the harness. The legs (ankles) can be locked to the harness so that the knees are forced to bend.
Thus, the prisoner is effectively secured, depending on the attachment the prisoner may be able to move a little but he/she is then very controllable.

Usually, if a prisoner is alone in a cell, for example locked in a harness, a helmet is also used to prevent head/facial injuries (for example, blows to the floor or wall).
The helmet is of the same type as boxers wear in training and in lower divisions.
A tight hood, gags etc. can be worn with the helmet, under it.

When there is an anchor point in the cell ceiling, the prisoner's harness can be attached to a chain hanging from the ceiling so that the prisoner remains upright (from the shoulders or behind the back), with their arms and legs still attached to the harness.
The prisoner can then be fed and watered, bodily functions can also be taken care of, and the prisoner can be showered without having to remove the harness.

If the prisoner has behaved reliably, he/she may receive relief, for example by removing his hands or one arm from the harness and installing a 20 cm long chain between the wrist and the harness. Then the prisoner may be able to eat her-/himself if a cup is placed near her/him.
This may be a temporary relief for good behavior, but is only possible under close supervision.
There are many types of harnesses in use. A rubber harness reinforced with a steel chain allows for bathing and showering.

In addition to harnesses, there are several other options such as wooden, leather and metal attachment devices to a bed, wall or chair.

These were just examples of many possibilities.

Regarding clothing, I would like to say that in my opinion the best option is nudity in this kind of session.
I am lucky that my shower/toilet cell has a heated floor so I did not have to freeze on the cold floor (I am spoiled, I know).

Many people who think/fantasize about these things don't take into account practical things like bodily functions.
In long-term restrictions, they are very important things for all parties involved.
I know there are people who also enjoy messing themselves up but I (we) am not one of them.

It seems we're both spoiled with our bathrooms, I have a heated floor aswell!

But I like hearing about your life just as much as I like to write about my own in the other part of the forums! Happy to have an inmate friend!

Much love,

Inmate Hanna

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December is starting, it's dark, damp and chilly here, really boring autumn weather.
I don't have to complain about it though because I'm only outside for an hour at most every day.

Autumn affects me a lot mentally.
I don't know, maybe it's because the SPP period ended and I have little to do and therefore more time to think about things and the boredom of life.

I was so desperate last week that I asked to be locked in a difficult position in my small cage.
I don't mean the Pichard cage, that's waiting for me too.
I was in a bigger cage, I can sit there or be on my knees.
My hands were locked behind my back and a chain ran from them through the roof of the cage to the back of my neck.
When I was upright on my knees, my back straight, my hands could rest behind my back but if I bent over, I had to lift my hands up.
The same thing happened if I tried to sit normally.

For me it works in such a way that the stressful position and state of being helps me focus on what is important.
I am better able to focus on myself and being in the moment, unnecessary thinking disappears.

Of course I can't recommend it to everyone, but it works for me.

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Dear Miisa,

I agree that close restriction with some stress to remind you of the strictness and inescapably of the bondage is an excellent way to help create a state of deep, close focus. It is the best way I know of for myself to relax and center myself. I am happy that you had the opportunity.

Respectfully,
705

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Sounds like a problematic situation. SPP is too much for you but also more "freedom" is difficult for you. I believe that the Committee is having difficulty in satisfying you!
I recommend severity and even as a slightly sadistic person I would recommend that Committee take a few steps back towards SPP practices.
No more short sessions but continuous practices from which there is no return or at least significantly longer periods.
Prisoner is not locked up in order to entertain the "subscriber", prisoner is locked up simply because that is how it should be.

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I have to agree at least little bit with real restraints here.

Now when the rollercoaster ride is way back now, still this forum and Miisa, is in my mind pretty much every single day.

Now when I have some experience on heavy collars and their effect, Yeah, I would not force Miisa to wear such a thing for long periods of time. Shackles are different, but not collar.

As I have no experience on being Miisa's style prisoner neither, I can only comment what I have read here.

Now when Miisa explained more about SPP, it sounds quite restrictive. Thinking now, yeah I would most likely hate it too, not being able to use hands to eat or to use in batroom or in shower. Or locked in small cage.... heck my body would be in pain... but I suspect that is the purpose of it.
But yes, it sounds like a bit cherry picking.
As I do not know what kind of contract they have. But on my opinion at this moment, if Committee wants something it should be irrelevant, what the prisoner wants. She has some power thou, since she can end the contract anytime she wants and be free in 3 months time.

I am envy and jealous what kind of thing Miisa and Committee has. I am also happy to know this kind of thing is possible at least to some and that Miisa has this kind of opportunity.

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Miisa made a good comment of people fantasizing these things and do not think the realities of using things like toilets.

When I look at the pictures of kinky jail cells or very large cages, first thing I look in the images is possible weak points. Second is there a toilet. No toilet, bummer slave/prisoner can not be kept there long... There can be a bucket which the prisoner empties, but can create a hazzle too, in enviroments what Miisa has.
In my mind, those work in short dom/femdom style bdsm prisons where the guest stays few days or so.
Restraints can make the emptying difficult and guards would not want prisoner throwing his/her waste on them. So it starts to make a hazzle... and unpleasant thing for the guards to do, emptying the bucket...
Not to mention the smell coming out from the bucket... if cell is "solid" and have own air ventilation so the bad smells do not spread further... thing can be different...

I wonder how many people have thought about these things? Having a toilet inside the cell and drainage, so the cell can easily washed if there are waste etc on floor etc. Or having cage put over the drainage and to have a drainage hole, so if slave/prisoner needs to be, there is no need to take prisoner out from the cage.
Or just plainly chained up over the drainage.

Thou smelly prison cell could be used as punishment too. or dirty bed sheets.

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Brahma wrote:

Miisa made a good comment of people fantasizing these things and do not think the realities of using things like toilets.

When I look at the pictures of kinky jail cells or very large cages, first thing I look in the images is possible weak points. Second is there a toilet. No toilet, bummer slave/prisoner can not be kept there long... There can be a bucket which the prisoner empties, but can create a hazzle too, in enviroments what Miisa has.
In my mind, those work in short dom/femdom style bdsm prisons where the guest stays few days or so.
Restraints can make the emptying difficult and guards would not want prisoner throwing his/her waste on them. So it starts to make a hazzle... and unpleasant thing for the guards to do, emptying the bucket...
Not to mention the smell coming out from the bucket... if cell is "solid" and have own air ventilation so the bad smells do not spread further... thing can be different...

I wonder how many people have thought about these things? Having a toilet inside the cell and drainage, so the cell can easily washed if there are waste etc on floor etc. Or having cage put over the drainage and to have a drainage hole, so if slave/prisoner needs to be, there is no need to take prisoner out from the cage.
Or just plainly chained up over the drainage.

Thou smelly prison cell could be used as punishment too. or dirty bed sheets.

Way too much for me...

I have my own bathroom in my cell, for example, that has a shower/bath combo, and a toilet, which I can use on my own free will, all of that is considered personal hygiene for me, and I would personally never allow that to be part of my imprisonment play, where it would be controlled.

I think Miisa's cell sounds very comfortable, and sort of similar to mine..

-Hanna

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The cell I am kept in also has a toilet and sink. Otherwise, it would be impractical for its intended use.
For serious confinement, this arrangement, like MsHanna's and Miiisa's is necessary. Practical is necessary, comfortable is nice but not necessary (I wish mine had a heated floor instead of concrete), luxury is definitely not necessary.

Respectfully,
705

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705 wrote:

The cell I am kept in also has a toilet and sink. Otherwise, it would be impractical for its intended use.
For serious confinement, this arrangement, like MsHanna's and Miiisa's is necessary. Practical is necessary, comfortable is nice but not necessary (I wish mine had a heated floor instead of concrete), luxury is definitely not necessary.

Respectfully,
705

Yes, indeed, even though I don't spend all day locked up in my cell, still having basic amenities is nice, and necessary for basic survival. And definitely access to my cellphone (pun not intended), and TV and laptop, are a luxury, which are controlled on my behavior, and just some days its nice to be separated from the outside world...

Best regards,

Hanna

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Really nice sunny weather here today!
-5 degrees Celsius, snow shining white and a peaceful forest behind the fence. That's my view of this morning's walk outside.
:) "Walking" is perhaps the wrong word, but still being in the open air.

Latex/rubber is not the best outdoor clothing in cold weather but luckily my outdoor time is only an hour.
The committee wants to keep me "awake" so my outfit now consists of latex leggings and a top. The outerwear is of course leather as before.
The clothes give a different feeling now that the bottom is tight latex.
I can't enjoy the feeling of leather like I used to, the feeling is definitely similar to if you were wearing some cheap artificial leather...Faux leather.
On principle I hate faux leather, it doesn't look good and it certainly doesn't feel good to wear. It's a big scam.

I negotiated with the Committee so that if/when I wear latex clothing, I can shower and do skin care every night before bed. That's nice.
Normally I only shower every other or third day so this is an improvement to my routine!
I like to settle into bed so that I don't smell like latex or rubber.

There's still no improvement in terms of work.
I've had a few conversations about potential jobs but they're all still "maybe..."
A surprising number of potential clients would like to meet me in person but as we know, that's not possible.
Erin has also been trying to get me clients and she might be successful. She's kind of my manager although I understand it's hard for her to sell a chained employee wrapped in latex and leather.

It would be nice if online jobs were like before, so I could also work more with regular connections.

Let's hope for the best!

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We cross our fingers. It is a human right to feel oneself useful. And your contribution to the general economy of your prison might make some things easier to achieve for future benefit.

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shecret wrote:

We cross our fingers. It is a human right to feel oneself useful. And your contribution to the general economy of your prison might make some things easier to achieve for future benefit.

Thank you for your words.
It is true that it would be important to feel useful and at the same time take care of some of the common expenses.

Now someone may ask (I know some people) that prisons are full of useless prisoners, why should I be any different?
I answer that because I have the opportunity and the desire to do so. If I had a job, I could balance the expenses of this system. I now have a small income, unemployment benefit which goes directly to the Committee but that also adds to my mental headache.
Of course it belongs to me by law and we accept it but it does not add to my feeling of being useful.

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The new week started here in a biting cold. There is now a lot of snow in the area that I can see outside.
:) The snow has blocked my small, high-ceilinged window so that I can no longer even see the sky!

The next two weeks will be a bit different, my regular guards are on vacation for the rest of the year.

There are temporary arrangements here, with Ilona taking the main responsibility at first, Erin and Nina helping her.
The situation is a bit strange because in principle there has always been a male guard here, now it may not be like that all the time.

I have noticed a change in Ilona's attitude after SPP.
Her behavior is more formal and rigid towards me than before.
Last weekend there was a meeting where I was told about the upcoming changes. It was clearly stated there that there will be no relief or changes to the routines here even if the guard changes.
The practices may be slightly different but at least not easier, it depends on the matter.
...my regular guards are on vacation, not me.

Erin has maybe found me some work.
It would be boring going through and cleaning up photo archives, but that doesn't necessarily bother me.
Erin is trying to convince the client that I'm a reliable and trustworthy person. I hope she succeeds!

...at least it would be better than the full-time collar tester I am now.

One more thing: I think I will need glasses at some point, at least an eye exam because I feel my eyes straining when looking at the screen.
This raises a few issues... how do you arrange an eye doctor and then, if I have to wear glasses, can I wear them freely or only under supervision?
In principle, hard glasses frames can be used as a weapon, says the Committee.

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Not to mention the eyeglasses frames can be used to pick hand cuff locks... etc... not only as a weapon.

I think committee need to consider lock picking option too.

Ok, if the hands are cuffed in front and not attached to anything... those can be used as a weapon for strangulation aid... against the opponent.

Thou I do not think you would want to escape from there.

but so many things can be used as a weapon...

Heck, I wish I could experience what you have... thou I would be more in trouble than you...

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How nice, the "holiday time" here started nicely!
I got my normal clothes in the morning, so no latex dressing now.
Ilona came to my cell in the morning with another member of the Committee and I was surprised by the change of clothes.
She is of the opinion that wearing too much latex/rubber is not good for the skin and health, the skin should be able to breathe normally.

...and since she's in charge of me now, she can decide things like this quickly.

She also added that I'm getting a different type of latex garment, but it won't be as tight as the one I'm wearing now.

Yesterday was a nice day, we sat at the table in our common space and had a light conversation "among the girls".
I almost forgot I was a prisoner even though I was firmly strapped to my chair. Erin was also involved, Nina joined later, so there were four of us talking.
The conversation was nice and natural, no restrictive rules of conduct for me this time, just strict physical restrictions.

We also talked about my need to see an eye doctor.
Ilona said that she will discuss the matter with the Committee later, next year.
At the same time, he wondered if other necessary things should be combined with the same visit to the outside world, such as a dental check-up and perhaps an appointment with a general practitioner, perhaps also a gynecologist.
That way, all these things would have been taken care of for a few years, so there would be no need to go outside repeatedly.

Of course, it would make sense for the committee, although I would like to visit the outside world more often.
I do understand that organizing all that is difficult and challenging.

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Miisa Karlsson wrote:

Yesterday was a nice day, we sat at the table in our common space and had a light conversation "among the girls".
I almost forgot I was a prisoner even though I was firmly strapped to my chair. Erin was also involved, Nina joined later, so there were four of us talking.
The conversation was nice and natural, no restrictive rules of conduct for me this time, just strict physical restrictions.

Were the other girls (except Ilona of course) restrained in some way?

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cuffsandslippers wrote:

Were the other girls (except Ilona of course) restrained in some way?

Only I was restrained, as always.
Nina is by no means a prisoner, she visits here regularly about once a week.
She has become an important friend and support for me. I also know that she is interested in me professionally, as a psychiatrist, I am a good subject for monitoring in this kind of "human experiment".

Erin's situation has changed, no one even tries to pretend she's a prisoner here.
She comes and goes, I think she lives in a hotel in the city near her office, but she's often here.
She has a remote office here and spends several days (and nights) here, in a safe environment, as she says. She has a neat little office space and a bed in her cell. I don't even know if the door is ever locked.
I don't necessarily see her when she's spending time here.

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It's almost Christmas time.

It used to make me feel sad sometimes because my Christmases during my time in prison weren't very glamorous.
This year things are maybe better because I still have limited access to the online web, I can't see all the "happiness" that the media is pouring out for everyone to see.

As if everyone in the world was surrounded by happiness at Christmas time.
That's not necessarily the case. A large part of the world's population doesn't even celebrate Christmas.
Not all "Western" people have the opportunity to do so, they can't afford it.
It is generally thought that Christmas includes luxurious gifts and a princely dinner table with all your loving loved ones... what if you don't have the opportunity even if you wanted to?

I am used to being isolated and confined so nowadays Christmas time is not a problem for me.
I was asked if I wished for something special for Christmas. I replied that I wish that the people close to me have a Christmas like their wishes.
It means that I understand that the people close to me have their own families and relatives. They should spend Christmas together, not because of me here in a closed space.
Of course, the routines here require that people visit me, just like the daily routine in general. That's enough for me.

With this picture I would like to wish you all a happy and peaceful Christmas!
https://forumupload.ru/uploads/0019/96/8d/2/t750228.jpg

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This is a wonderful Christmas wish. Merry Christmas to you.

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I wish you have nice Christmas... Hope they make tighter bondage for you as Christmas present

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And a merry Xmas/happy holidays from Denmark

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Christmas is almost over and life goes on here :)

I had a pretty nice Christmas. There was some loneliness but that is quite normal in my life.
I have to thank Erin who was here with me for a long time during the day while the Committee members were spending time with their families.
There were some practical problems because Erin is not allowed to enter my cells, of course she doesn't even have keys here.

We have settled our differences now that it is clear that Erin is not a prisoner in any way.
She is something in between... not a prisoner but certainly not a guard or an official member of the Committee. That is enough for me.

Yesterday I had the opportunity to video call my relatives (mom), it was nice but in the end it didn't go very well.
It's still hard for mom that I'm locked up in my prison, maybe we won't make a call next Christmas...

We had a nice evening here. Ilona, ​​Erin and I. Nina also visited.
We tasted some Christmas food and spent time together.
I got a hand and nail treatment for Christmas, Nina did it for me and it was fun.
Of course the end result wasn't very dazzling because my nails are always short due to prison rules, but now my nails are a beautiful color, at least for a while. Christmas red :)
I always enjoy those moments when I can get something extra.

I have received some private contacts and greetings from all over the world.
It is nice to see that I have followers and friends from all over the world, well... not all of them are friendly but it is nice to have them anyway, then I know I have not been forgotten!

I also received some suggestions on how to make my imprisonment more effective, I have promised to pass them on to the Committee.

It's almost New Year 2025.

I plan to write here again this year, but if not, I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year 2025!

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