Year 2025.

When I last wrote, I planned to write here before the new year but it turned out differently.

My regular guards only returned from vacation on Tuesday of this week, I had understood that they were only away for Christmas... so I thought, of course I was not given any explanation.
Ilona was also on vacation, away from here, so there were some special arrangements here for a week, now everything is back to normal.

There are some changes in my routine.
I have some light archiving work of data and images, it can be done mostly without an online connection so those connections are still limited.
I still hope that we can arrange more "sensible work" for me. Now I have maybe 3-4 hours of work a day, which is quite a bit.

My guard was energetic when he came here after his vacation. He wanted to introduce the new restrictive control system that I have to use.
In practice, it is very simple. It consists of a steel belt around my waist and a steel collar. They are connected by a steel cable running behind my back that is about the thickness of a finger.
It is easy for the guard to get a firm grip on the steel cable when I am being transported/escort from one place to another, and there is no need for personal contact anymore.
On the sides of the waist, you can attach my wrist cuffs chain to the desired length if you need them.
The real "new thing" is that a U-shaped steel tube can be attached (bolted) to the front and back of the waist belt so that it runs between my legs at knee level.
That fixed U-tube prevents me from sitting down or getting down, so the only option is to stand or walk.
It makes it difficult for me to relax, but according to the guard, it also helps me focus on myself.
According to the plan, at least initially, I have this device from morning until lunch break when I am free from it again and can sit in my chair behind my desk.
I also go outside with it. That is not a problem because I would not sit in the cold yard anyway.
For safety reasons, I am connected to a chain from the ceiling when I am alone in a cell with a U-bar.
The chain is attached to my back cable and prevents me from falling if I trip or something.

It's always nice to know that my safety is important.

Great weather outside today, feels like spring has come early!
The sun is shining, no wind. Really great outdoor weather.

There are small changes in my weekly routine, basically everything works as before, but small changes create a variety that keeps my mind fresh, says Komitea.

One change is that I only have two days a week when I have to wear latex clothes.
Otherwise, I have my beloved, normal leather clothes.

The restraints practices have remained the same, I wear a device that prevents me from sitting every morning, which means I have to stand all the time.
After lunch and outdoor activities, it is removed and I can work normally (if I have work).

Small variations and changes are good, they really affect my mood.
The problem is perhaps that everything is now done strictly according to a schedule, which increases my institutionalization.

http://captiveman.pic.fi

I would like to introduce you to my "colleague" who goes by the name CaptiveMan.
He is a real-life prisoner enthusiast who has achieved the lifestyle he wants with the help of his beloved woman/life partner.
His life partner understands him and at the same time guarantees that the prison rules they set are strictly and uncompromisingly followed at all times.
Thus, the prisoner is usually strictly secured and monitored without compromise, like a maximum security prisoner, maybe even more so.

The prisoner is often recognizably a prisoner in uniform and appropriate shackles, but sometimes there are rare situations when identifiable prison equipment has to be hidden under normal clothing. However, the prisoner's rules are always in force and are strictly followed.

The prisoner is committed to not communicating about his life to the outside world, but at the decision of his supervisor/guard he can discuss it through me.

About the love of the lifestyle they want to open a "window into their world" through pictures.

Prisoner's outdoor exercise time during long transport.
An isolated road along the route, only cold and snow around, no possibility of escape.
The prisoner is dressed in a heavy leather uniform that is clearly intended for prison use.
Restraints are police standard handcuffs and a strong leather BEP transport belt

Prisoner's outdoor exercise time during long transport.
An isolated road along the route, only cold and snow around, no possibility of escape.
Since the trip involves moving around in a public area, the prisoner's uniform has been replaced with normal leather pants and a long leather jacket that almost hides all restraints.
Restraints are police standard handcuffs,  a strong leather BEP transport belt and BEP Collar with O-ring

In the future, photo updates can be found in the Forum's Male prisoners/CaptiveMan section.

Last edited by Miisa Karlsson (2025-01-24 15:54:03)

In that situation my thumbs were tied so that I wouldn't try anything excessive.
It must be remembered that normally effective binding or restraints do not hurt the person, pain only occurs if the person tries to move excessively, so it is completely their own choice.

I need to clarify a few things about my life and the agreements that apply to it.

We (the Committee and I) have agreed to live my life as a heavily restricted and supervised prisoner.
This kind of life for me cannot be a "game to play on the weekends", it has to be true all the time, 24/7, for a long time. I think it is a lifelong solution.
The committee is committed to it, as am I.

It means living by the rules absolutely, always and in every situation. The rules have taken shape over the years, in the beginning there were only clear basic rules but things have evolved, even the smallest details.

I can tell you that at the beginning of my imprisonment, when I was still in another place, I had much more relaxed rules in many things.
My "guard" live with me and the whole thing was just a game for him. I can say that we were loving, I liked that he gave me a sense of security.
But that wasn't enough for me, sometimes there were situations where I had to take care that I was locked.
He also wanted us to live a "normal life", like other young couples, go out to shops and restaurants, etc.
He wanted us to be a normal family, a few kids, and maybe some kinky play on the weekends when the kids are in care somewhere...

It was sad that I felt even then that I had to be a full-time prisoner. Our wishes did not coincide so we parted ways.

The committee took me over and we made clear rules and agreements that I would be like a max security prisoner at all times.
They were very interested in doing it and for me it was a dream arrangement.

A lot has happened over time and our arrangements have evolved through experimentation.
The unifying factor is the unconditionality of my being a prisoner.
They satisfy my desires and alleviate my fears. I give them something they like, like a sense of power, etc. I don't even know exactly why they want to commit to this so strongly.

We have made precise agreements about how my life here will go and how things will be handled.
The agreement has been reviewed by lawyers (before Erin came). The agreement also states that I and my health will be taken care of.

Here in Finland, there has been a case where the parties have made an agreement on sadistic, sick matters.
The sadist kept his victim chained in a basement against his will and abused him (the victim's mind changed after the agreement was made).
He cut off the penis of another victim. That matter was also agreed upon in writing, but the agreements were poorly made, while sexually aroused.
The perpetrator was sentenced to prison for a few years.

My case cannot be compared to these cases, but in any case, the Committee and I want everything to go according to the agreement, always.

I've been getting emails asking me to let you know if I'm okay...
I'm fine and everything works here as before.

Everyone who follows me knows which country and its nationalities I don't like.

Due to recent international political happens, I have to add a new country to my "list",  USA.

I thought I'd already experienced all the bullying, exploitation and stupid behavior, but the USA takes it all.

Its behavior makes me sick!