Dear Miisa
I wish you the best you can expect : feeling to be fully alive in the world you have chosen. Consent is for me the ultimate key. Being fully conscious of one's choice and living this life intensively is the mots effective proof of freedom. Thank you so much for sharing your dreams and your nightmares. Enjoy 2025. For intensity, pain and pleasure.
Diary
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Share12922025-01-09 14:52:37
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Year 2025.
When I last wrote, I planned to write here before the new year but it turned out differently.
My regular guards only returned from vacation on Tuesday of this week, I had understood that they were only away for Christmas... so I thought, of course I was not given any explanation.
Ilona was also on vacation, away from here, so there were some special arrangements here for a week, now everything is back to normal.
There are some changes in my routine.
I have some light archiving work of data and images, it can be done mostly without an online connection so those connections are still limited.
I still hope that we can arrange more "sensible work" for me. Now I have maybe 3-4 hours of work a day, which is quite a bit.
My guard was energetic when he came here after his vacation. He wanted to introduce the new restrictive control system that I have to use.
In practice, it is very simple. It consists of a steel belt around my waist and a steel collar. They are connected by a steel cable running behind my back that is about the thickness of a finger.
It is easy for the guard to get a firm grip on the steel cable when I am being transported/escort from one place to another, and there is no need for personal contact anymore.
On the sides of the waist, you can attach my wrist cuffs chain to the desired length if you need them.
The real "new thing" is that a U-shaped steel tube can be attached (bolted) to the front and back of the waist belt so that it runs between my legs at knee level.
That fixed U-tube prevents me from sitting down or getting down, so the only option is to stand or walk.
It makes it difficult for me to relax, but according to the guard, it also helps me focus on myself.
According to the plan, at least initially, I have this device from morning until lunch break when I am free from it again and can sit in my chair behind my desk.
I also go outside with it. That is not a problem because I would not sit in the cold yard anyway.
For safety reasons, I am connected to a chain from the ceiling when I am alone in a cell with a U-bar.
The chain is attached to my back cable and prevents me from falling if I trip or something.
It's always nice to know that my safety is important.
Share12932025-01-10 17:41:45
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An interesting addition to your equipment. I understand that you are a very obedient prisoner. So wouldn't it have been enough to tell you that you are not allowed to sit for a certain period of time? Or simply remove the chair from your cell?
I was kidding, I understand the purpose of that accessory. It is there all the time and thus physically reminds you of your position all the time.
Maybe you should wear it for longer periods of time!
Share12942025-01-10 18:26:05
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Prisoner Miisa, That sounds a lovely add on for you. Maybe guards would need to add a cow bell or something at the bottom of the U shape. You get so much nice stuff there.
Share12952025-01-11 00:07:49
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Maybe guards/committee members could put some sort of head harness, with blinds like horses or goggle tubes, so prisoner can only see what is in front of her and nothing else. Could still do the work on computer. But sight would be restricted, this way seeing the guards would be a limited too. Not to mention earplugs and noise canceling headphones for more isolation.
Last edited by Brahma (2025-01-11 00:10:15)
Share12962025-01-11 21:25:53
Miisa, are you still wearing a tightly laced corset every day?
Share12972025-01-13 14:29:02
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saxrussell wrote:
Miisa, are you still wearing a tightly laced corset every day?
I wear corsets every day.
I've been wearing them for so long that I've become physically dependent on them.
Share12982025-01-16 15:21:00
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Great weather outside today, feels like spring has come early!
The sun is shining, no wind. Really great outdoor weather.
There are small changes in my weekly routine, basically everything works as before, but small changes create a variety that keeps my mind fresh, says Komitea.
One change is that I only have two days a week when I have to wear latex clothes.
Otherwise, I have my beloved, normal leather clothes.
The restraints practices have remained the same, I wear a device that prevents me from sitting every morning, which means I have to stand all the time.
After lunch and outdoor activities, it is removed and I can work normally (if I have work).
Small variations and changes are good, they really affect my mood.
The problem is perhaps that everything is now done strictly according to a schedule, which increases my institutionalization.