The guards' summer vacation is over and they are back, everyday life here continues again after a somewhat chaotic summer.
Summers are not the best time for me because the ever-changing arrangements affect my routine.
Now, however, I got a surprising change, quite unexpectedly I met a new person in my life!

It was very confusing. One day when the Committee member who was acting as the guard's deputy came to the room where my cell is, he was accompanied by a strange woman!

I can tell you that the woman was as surprised as I was!

The woman looked at me for a moment in surprise, then at the man (a member of the Committee), then she turned and walked out the door.

The man went about his routine, also clearly shocked.
He explained that the woman was his wife who lives most of the year in Spain, their second apartment.
Now the weather in Spain was so hot that the wife came to cool Finland unexpectedly.
The wife had wondered where the man was because he was not in their house.
The man had to explain that he lives here, in the guards' apartment during their vacation so that he can replace the guards during their vacation.

The wife had imagined that the husband would spend the summer here playing golf and boating...apparently they are not very close, they live apart most of the time.

The man was very nervous for 2-3 days while performing his duties here, but then one morning the wife came with her husband and sat next to my cell, looking at me.
The woman said that they had talked a lot, the man had explained in detail the idea and activities of the Committee, and she had also read all the information and writings about me that could be found on the Internet.
She said that she was very impressed by everything. She said that if she didn't see me now, she would consider the story a figment of her imagination.

The woman was here almost every day. For a while, not all the time of course.
She kept me company, we laughed, maybe even cried a little sometimes.
She sometimes shared outdoor time with me.
She wondered to herself how quickly she could get used to the fact that the other person was chained and locked in a cell all the time. She even said that she somehow understood it, it warmed me up a lot.

One problem was the uncertainty about how the Committee would react to the fact that the "Extra" person now knows about the activities.
The woman stated that it was not her problem, she was now aware of everything anyway and the Committee could not prevent it so everyone had to adapt to that fact.
She also said that she did not intend to participate in the Committee's activities in any way, the only thing was that she wanted to keep her visitation rights here.

Last week was a bit "stormy" here as the Committee processed and updated what happened, but things are now back to almost normal

She says she's not interested in either side of the issue, but now she might be able to understand her husband better.

I can already see signs of summer ending here, which is kind of nice because I like autumn!
Sometimes in the summer it was so hot that when I came out of the air-conditioned interior I felt uncomfortable The temperature change felt big but since the outdoor time is only an hour, I survived it
...I know, this is my "princess life" complaining in vain...I know that the situation is much worse in southern Europe.

I have received picture emails in my email!
I asked for pictures in my previous update and some people have responded to my request.
The request was for pictures of your ordinary life and now I have already received pictures from the commute, the city street, the highway, the backyard, and the living room!
Special thanks to my follower who sent me pictures from the leather goods store. He clearly knew my preference for beautiful leather!

...I have also received a few pictures from men without pants and from someone who wanted to show off his kinky ways up close.
However, my picture request this time did not concern that kind of material but thanks for them too.

captivegirl@ymail.com

I have really lived like this for a long time and it has shaped me and my thoughts.
At first, before the actual prison time I was just a young woman who was very interested in bondage and BDSM, I didn't think about how things could develop.
My "prison" started off light, I could say it was mostly a game compared to my current position.

Time passed and I moved to "Max Security" and a new place, I felt that it was justified for my safety and so I adapted to it easily.

Now that years and years have passed I am not sure if there is a threat to me from the outside.. but I definitely don't take the risk of it.

That's why I am happy with the arrangements here.

Of course I have desires to see the outside world but on the other hand I have lived this way for a long time, limited, that I believe I would not even know how to enjoy what would be offered to me outside.
Years of routine have done their job and I have become institutionalized, I am used to a safe routine.

But the curiosity in me still lives. That is why I asked people to send me pictures by email of their normal life, landscapes and moods.
I have received some pictures and they are amazing, thanks to the senders.
I will not publish the pictures here because they are only for me but I will reply to every sender!

captivegirl@ymail.com