"How did you feel when you first appeared to be a prisoner?"
My imprisonment under the Committee began slowly, at first it was maybe like a light imprisonment. After difficult and unpleasant times it was a relief to me, I felt that I am safe and taken care of.
I'm not "thrown into the dungeon" in the sense, I got used to it over time.
I was not "free" before this period of imprisonment. I was forced into a life I didn't want.

" if it’s not difficult for you, could you tell us how this happened, please".
I'm working on that I get written continuation of my "Life Story". There I'll tell  what happened.
It's a long story, we'll have to wait a second. My life is like a bad and sad B grade movie, said one of my friends who visits me sometimes.

"what event has become the most emotional and memorable for you over the years?"
Perhaps the biggest (and most emotional) thing has been the mistake we made in the early days of this captivity.
Then my location was different than it was now, it was my first actual prison. It was built on a former dog kennel / farm.
The place doesn't matter, but then I only had one guard, a man who lived in the same building. He took care of me, we were a lot together.
Over time we fell in love and for a moment everything was fine.
Then reality came and the man realized that he could not live such a close life with a prisoner. He found a new woman. He wanted a normal family around him.
I was relocated and the practices were radically changed. It was the beginning of my "Max Security" life.
It was a very dramatic time that proved the prisoner is unsuitable for love life.

Of course, there are many situations in the last ten years. Weddings, parties, birthdays, funerals and many other things which I would have liked to be involved in.
But the prisoner cannot participate in them, I understand that.

There are also many good memories.
When living a very limited life you can appreciate the little things. It can be like someone writing to me ... or post other things over the network, someone who considers me a "normal" person and treats me like that.
At my former location I was able to receive small gifts, it was nice.
In the current system making them available is more difficult. I've been given some gifts here, but I can't keep them, I can only see them, then they are taken away. There should be nothing extra in the cell (fire safety thing).

"I apologize in advance for having bad English."
Your English is much, much better than mine

My collars are very simple and normal in my opinion. Not extreme.
I have two steel collars that are used. The other is a normal collar which is behind a hinge and a lock integrated into the front, in the context of the lock also has an O-ring.
Collars can also be turned so that the lock is behind the neck.
The collar is about 2.5 cm wide and 7 to 8 cm thick.
Second collar is almost the same but it is a little heavier. It has two hinges on the back. between the hinges there is a mechanism to which a transport rod or the like can be attached.
My collars are pretty tight, it’s a good thing so it doesn’t rub against my skin but it also causes sweating in warm weather. I need to take care of my skin under the collar.
In addition, in hot weather, in the sun  collar heats up very much and it is almost burning hot. Therefore, it is good to wear scarves if it is allowed.

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I think we’ve talked sometime before, under a different name?

People close to me to work with assistive devices, such as leg- and neck braces, orthotics and corset.
I have a lot of experience with them but not long term use.

I am a special person in the sense that I enjoyed the severe restrictions such as corsets but also leg- and neck braces etc.

e.g., a standing device made exactly to my body. It has legbraces combined with a tight body corset and headrest. Legbraces can be connected to each other. The knees and hips have joints that can also be locked. The hands also have braces.
It is a very interesting entity that makes a person very helpless.
It has been used in some sessions but there is no sacristy that I would like to experience it more ... maybe different variations.
Basically it could be in daily use in some form

Sometimes the designer had the idea that the braces could be attached so in between there would be a dildo inside me, as the legs move sideways, the dildo would move up and down inside me.
It was tried but it never became functional so it was rejected ... maybe good so ..

I am sometimes thinking of full body brace could dress under "normal clothes",  completely restricted person can be to carry in public, for example using a wheelchair ...

There was a time in my life before the committee when I had to wear a Chastity Belt etc.
It was a part of my controlled life that was different from captivity now. There were a lot of nasty things involved but I didn’t consider the Chastity Belt a bad thing.

Shock equipment has never been used in my daily life. I have some experience with the sessions.

My O sessions are almost always different. They have in common strict bondage, restrictions and even pain.
The orgasm itself is caused by devices such as vibrators (and many other means), manual manipulation is also a good way.

I am rarely punished physically, the reason for that is very simple... I don't need additional punishments because I know how to behave all the time.

Being sick does not prevent the use of restraints.
Of course, depending on the situation, the locking of the chains can be adjusted as needed, but only for a justified reason.

During pregnancy, I had legcuffs and a collar as usual and a wall chain.
I didn't always use handcuffs if I was at risk of falling, but on the other hand I liked that my hands were locked (in front or at the sides) because then I felt like I was getting special care when two guards were walking me and supporting me in every situation.

...I was weird that way, and I still am

The gag/mouth guard I mentioned was a subject of interest to my dentist when she heard about it.
Naturally, since she is also interested in restrictive things, she suggested it to me.
Making and experimenting with it was an increase in her professional skills.

I was of course lucky to be able to help with that experiment, but luckily the product never came into regular use.
It is not a user-friendly product.