a few pick from Fetlife discussions  (I have two profiles on Fetlife;  Niceinmate https://fetlife.com/users/404960  and CaptiveGirl  https://fetlife.com/users/460399 )

Question: "I want to know what rules of imprisonment that you follow mentally and physically stimulate the most while imprisoned?"
My answer:
I am committed to all the rules of what my life style belongs. To some extent, my life is more accurate than in a normal max security prison.
My life is carefully planned, supervisedand controlled every moment. My environment and life is like an experimental prison. I know that some things are oversized and there is also a strong aspect of bondage.
I know that I need it, I'm a grown it since childhood. Nowadays, I can't even imagine a different kind of life for myself.
Living in captivity ... rules, routines, schedules ... make life easy. I don't need to stress about the future because I know everyone follows the rules that have been made.
Of course I know that I throw away many things that are part of "normal life", I do not deny that I miss them sometimes (all prisoners miss, I think).
...I know this is not the exact answer to the question but I will do my best...

Question: "And how has captivity given your life true meaning and purpose?"
My answer:
What is the meaning of life...? I do not know
It's important to me that I feel taken care of and that I feel it here every day, every moment.
I will do the work for which I have an income, I pay my taxes, that is, in society's view I am a good citizen. I have done my duty as a woman because I have given birth to a child.
There is no alcohol or drugs in my life, not even a bad husband

Question: "In what ways was have you captors shaped (corrected) your thinking and mentally/emotionally conditioned you? "
My answer: I am not punished in any particular way.
Restraints and practices remind me of my status every moment, I know they can be made more difficult if needed. That information is enough for me.
I also had a "re-training period", it started about a year ago and lasted nine months. During that time, my status was "ultra max security" and it was a very tedious time, mentally and physically. I don't want that time to come back.

Question: "Are you used sexually upon your captors will and desire?"
My answer:
I do not give sexual satisfaction to anyone (physically), in a spiritual sense, yes because the members of the Committee are very interested in this kind of life and surrender.
I have my O sessions every month but there is no traditional sexual intercourse.

I have given birth to a child but he is not my child. I "lent" my womb to a friend whose pregnancy would have been very difficult (she is sitting in a wheelchair).
It was clear from the beginning that the child was not mine. I wasn’t forced into it, I wanted to do that. It was a service to a friend.
I haven’t seen a child since then but I know he’s fine. He is well loved and he has a good family.

Normally my weekends are the same routine as the other days.
Now the difference is that I have less work to do because Corona ... my job is to edit and work on news- and sports photos (fashion- and celebrity photos too), now everything is quiet so I'm just on duty here ...

This is the second prison to me during this time.
The first was a quick solution that had been made for a farm that was also a dog kennel. The buildings were already old and in poor condition.
Farm was next to the airport, so the noise was sometimes loud (Now the airport has been expanded and the farm has been demolished, there is only asphalt now, I think)
Prison where I am now is completely different. The prison part is an additional wing of the house (guards live in the house).
This has been designed and built in a private prison, in every detail. Of course, small changes and additions have been made according to need and experience.
This current prison is in peaceful countryside, there is fresh and clean air and a very quiet environment, no planes!

Basically (It may sound strange) I'm proud of the fact that this is all done for me.
I feel special.

Last edited by Miisa Karlsson (2020-04-06 10:47:20)

I am often asked about my night time arrangements.

The most common question that arises is that how I go to the toilet at night when I'm locked into bed?
The answer is simple: I don’t go to the bathroom during that time.

The second question (continued to the first) is whether I have had "accidents" at night and what happens then.
The answer is simple again: I have had nasty accidents but very rarely, years ago. Then I have to wait until morning.

One way to prevent them is that I don’t drink much in the evening.  My stomach also works like a clockwork. It is the result of a planned diet as well as a schedule.
One of my friends put forward the theory that my bladder and stomach is so adapted to sitting and corseting that when I don’t have a corset at night, my bladder holds well in the urine thus my stomach have more space.
Of course, if I’m not sure, I have the option to wear a diaper but it doesn’t seem like a nice idea. It is not forbidden.
Sometimes, when I was sick  I have done so, just in case.

I don’t know if his theory correct  but I promised to write it here as well.