You kmow, it's answers like this that make me think "Performance art?  Sure doesn't sound.like.it.here".  Way too mundane, this is a.life you're talking about.

Was your career a factor from the start?  Say, back when you wrote on your older blog about being stuck in hobble chains in a seated position, were you often near a computer when locked?  (Also, are you still hobbled and locked.and seated?  You expressed frustration when the enhanced restraints were introduced, and I didn't blame you.  An hour of exercise doesn't make up for enforced sitting for hours a day, but then I'm one who absolutely needs the freedom to walk off nervous energy).

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Don't you get stir crazy though?  Never just wanted to walk off a bad mood, or felt clausterphobic?

Even at my job, I'll bang out a quick walk on a break or something.  This is one of the things that keeps me out of prison.  But even in a cell you can pace, stretch   the idea of being unable to stand or move around...

So.how much freedom do you have in your cell then?  When you're not working or the committe doesn't have anything going on, how do you pass the time?

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You have a prison?

Is it like Miisa's situation?

I understand your point, but I will say some of Miisa's diary entries are certainly erotic.  So much so I wonder at the contrast between the "mundane".

Instead of full on performance art, I can see a mixing in of some erotic embellishments.  Or at the least a reframing of actual events.. we all do it, in life.

As do I.

I found other people I was thinking of sharing X's with who claim in extreme dynamics, like a "forced feminization" victim, but I don't want to.seem like I'm "shilling" either.  Might send it to Miisa on PM maybe.

I dunno, in my book ballgags are highly erotic.  😁

I realize you rarely wear them anymore, but you do wear them to bed right?  Or if no longer, you did by choice?  Not committee edict?

Come to think of it, you never did establish who.decided you sleep bound as you.do.  is that 100% what the committee wants, or did that become something you wanted, and they regulate or modify as they see fit?

I understand that agreement well. It simply defines how things are supposed to go.  prisoner can never decide what practices are performed.

More on gags.

You said your life is easier without gags then with them.  In your.diary, you made a statement against having one applied as a punitive measure.

What do you dislike about being gagged?  You're normally obediant,.yes?  So muffled speech isn't an issue for you.  What then?  Don't.they get fitted to your mouth?  Is there discomfort?  Or is it something else?

A user on Quora claims.to have slept with one overnight, that inadvertantly went on until 11 or 12 p.m. the next day.  On his back.restrained.  I commemted on what a mess that must have been (While thinking how dangerous this sounded since drool pools and can drown you).  He claims it wasn't messy at all, because it had holes.

I'm not calling this guy a liar, but I'm sure thinking it loudly.  😁

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Ok, I'm feeling.frisky.  May I ask an.inappropriate question that I can't help but ask?

For context, when I was young I used to like to push my siblings buttons.  I convinced my sister to ask an associate about a doll at a toy store called "Baby Barf", no such doll existed (As obvious as.the lie seems, we were very young).  I fooled.another kid into thinking his father was calling him (I got scared when I saw the guy was built like a professional wrestler).

So I know the allure of messing with someone. 

Has that ever happened to you, Miisa?  A guard, a committee member, maybe Llona or your lawyer or anyone else in your social sphere telling you something to wind you up, then a "Just kidding!" later?

Have you ever had one that stretched to days or weeks or even years,, until learning someome had some fun at your expense?

In your case, your information is tightly controlled, access to outside perspectives few and far between, you could make a very tempting target my friend.  Not out of malice, all people have a bit of a devil in them.

That sounds  far, far beyond a simple prank.  I'm sorry you met someone so malicious.

Btw, I was deep into creating a story when I wrote that.  It's a fun and dumb idea where a dominant in a Total Power Exchange has many subs who happen to be in key parts of government.  It isn't a cult or "Fight Club" thing, he's just really that good and so many need the stability.

Of course eventually this gets leaked, and it's found out half of congress and the senate and two thirds of Supreme Court justices are this doms willing subs.  A totally good and ethical dom starts a major scandal on a global scale (Considering the US's reach, any major scandal here has a ripple.effect..)