Wow Miisa, I admire your dedication to your lifestyle. You are amazing.

I share with Miisa the prepubescent discovery of bondage and sexual awaking. It manifested differently for me - I don’t have prisoner inclination, but many things are if a similar theme.

We share bondage, control (being controlled, not neccessarily submissive) and a dedication to long term and permanent behavior modification in common.

I have many thoughts about what I have read here, but I will keep these to myself - there is no point revisiting the past - and I would not presume to fully understand when I still struggle to understand myself sometimes. I am the unreliable narrator of my unreliable memories.

I do look forward to joining the community here and adding to the conversation in the future.